no more BLOGGER.

i'm so sick of blogger until i've decided to jump to wordpress. there's something wrong with blogger until i cant post pictures and all. and i heard wordpress is good, erm not sure about livejournal but... whatever. i'm so sorry blogger. i'll miss all the posts here.

laughsixyears.wordpress.com, my new home.

xoxo,
qingning

hate fever.
hate hate fever.
hate hate hate fever.

放过我吧老天！我已经没有时间了！
i need to finish up my coursework!

xoxo,
qingning

我的梦。

假如我是一名诗人，我想写世界上最美丽的诗。


假如我是一名画家，我想彩世界上最动人的画。


假如我是一名科学家，我想发明世界上最伟大的物品。


假如我是一名医生，我想医治世界上最困难的疾病。


假如我是一名考古学家，我想发掘世界上最罕见的古物。



我有梦，我想飞。
飞得越远越好，
可是我还是希望能够辨认回家的路。

xoxo,
qingning

hello again.

i must be real bored to have blogged twice in a day. no, i still have econs tutorial test tomorrow but seems like i cant really focus and remember the points even though i started studying on monday already.

was blog hopping and taking note of emo(?) quotes such as,

even being able to breathe is also a type of happiness. -heechul

and i found out that eeteuk, together with yoona and taeyeon have set up a club called the milk club for the depressed people/celebrities. so far yoochun and onew are in it. being a celebrity should be very stressful and tiring huh. maybe heechul has already signed up for the club since he has been so emo nowadays.

i seriously sounded like i had nothing to do until i had to go and read their cyworld posts.

well, i was quite upset in the afternoon, when i couldnt sketch properly and the faces kept going out of proportion and stuff. maybe its because of the new (and super good) pencils i've bought from artfriend recently that i felt stressful using them for the first time.

so i (sort of) cried, in front of mr heng and some of the art class friends somemore.

or maybe its bad karma, cuz i left my sketchbook lying alone on the shelf and have not touched it for the past six months so it's cursing me right now.

or maybe it's just lack of practice.

i'm still upset about it, cuz sketching and doodling used to be such a big part of my life. until the day i stepped into JC and started struggling for good grades.

maybe i should just ask if i can join the milk club, although i'm not famous.

okay so i'm going to try sketching again tomorrow, and see if i can still find that feeling back. hope that my hands will be obedient enough not to disappoint me.

and nowadays i'm basically surviving on little motivations such as youngsoo and planning for trips to pangkor island and korea at the end of the year.

i realize that people tend to get emo when it's late at night huh. i wonder if there're people who dont feel emo at all, who are ever so positive and optimistic about everything. but then its sad cuz they wont be able to feel the happiness that comes after the end of sadness.

maybe sometimes, being able to experience sadness is also a type of happiness. omg does it even make sense?

xoxo,
qingning

p/s i hate using connectors maybe thats why the lines seem random and they dont really link.

THE LOVE OF TAN HONG MING

i cant really remember the very last commercial feed that i saw on tv, most probably cuz i watch them online nowadays, selectively. like i'm only interested in kimbum and kim so eun's bodyguard cf, dongbang's first cf in japan blah.

THE LOVE OF TAN HONG MING is one of my favourite malaysian cf. sorry for the malay subtitles, for i know most of you my friends do not read malay, but if you listen carefully to the boy and the reporter you'll find it super funny>D

i love it, especially the caption of the cf: race doesnt matter when we were young, so why does it matter when we are older?

although its abit late, HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY everyone.
and RIP, the wonderful director who produced such a wonderful cf, MADAM YASMIN AHMAD.(i just found out from my mum today that she had passed awayT.T)


enjoy:)))

xoxo,
qingning

DINNER AT SWENSENS:)

gossiping with yall about everything in the world somehow makes me feel like we're still in scip during pae time.

it's okay:) life goes on. and we'll definitely meet up again to get the story of E, F, D, M, K, and Y right. lol.

time to sleep. i dont want to fall asleep during GP and MATH tomorrow.
and i promised mr heng i will put in more effort for SOVA.
prelims is soon,
so tiring.

xoxo,
qingning

如果我真的开始认真起来，我想连我自己也会感到害怕哦！

xoxo,

沁凝