PLEASE BE M I N E.

no more BLOGGER.

2009-08-18T08:57:00.000-07:00

i'm so sick of blogger until i've decided to jump to wordpress. there's something wrong with blogger until i cant post pictures and all. and i heard wordpress is good, erm not sure about livejournal but... whatever. i'm so sorry blogger. i'll miss all the posts here.

laughsixyears.wordpress.com, my new home.

xoxo,
qingning

2009-08-13T01:53:00.000-07:00

hate fever.
hate hate fever.
hate hate hate fever.

放过我吧老天！我已经没有时间了！
i need to finish up my coursework!

xoxo,
qingning

我的梦。

2009-08-03T08:20:00.000-07:00

假如我是一名诗人，我想写世界上最美丽的诗。

假如我是一名画家，我想彩世界上最动人的画。

假如我是一名科学家，我想发明世界上最伟大的物品。

假如我是一名医生，我想医治世界上最困难的疾病。

假如我是一名考古学家，我想发掘世界上最罕见的古物。

我有梦，我想飞。
飞得越远越好，
可是我还是希望能够辨认回家的路。

xoxo,
qingning

hello again.

2009-07-28T10:09:00.000-07:00

i must be real bored to have blogged twice in a day. no, i still have econs tutorial test tomorrow but seems like i cant really focus and remember the points even though i started studying on monday already.

was blog hopping and taking note of emo(?) quotes such as,

even being able to breathe is also a type of happiness. -heechul

and i found out that eeteuk, together with yoona and taeyeon have set up a club called the milk club for the depressed people/celebrities. so far yoochun and onew are in it. being a celebrity should be very stressful and tiring huh. maybe heechul has already signed up for the club since he has been so emo nowadays.

i seriously sounded like i had nothing to do until i had to go and read their cyworld posts.

well, i was quite upset in the afternoon, when i couldnt sketch properly and the faces kept going out of proportion and stuff. maybe its because of the new (and super good) pencils i've bought from artfriend recently that i felt stressful using them for the first time.

so i (sort of) cried, in front of mr heng and some of the art class friends somemore.

or maybe its bad karma, cuz i left my sketchbook lying alone on the shelf and have not touched it for the past six months so it's cursing me right now.

or maybe it's just lack of practice.

i'm still upset about it, cuz sketching and doodling used to be such a big part of my life. until the day i stepped into JC and started struggling for good grades.

maybe i should just ask if i can join the milk club, although i'm not famous.

okay so i'm going to try sketching again tomorrow, and see if i can still find that feeling back. hope that my hands will be obedient enough not to disappoint me.

and nowadays i'm basically surviving on little motivations such as youngsoo and planning for trips to pangkor island and korea at the end of the year.

i realize that people tend to get emo when it's late at night huh. i wonder if there're people who dont feel emo at all, who are ever so positive and optimistic about everything. but then its sad cuz they wont be able to feel the happiness that comes after the end of sadness.

maybe sometimes, being able to experience sadness is also a type of happiness. omg does it even make sense?

xoxo,
qingning

p/s i hate using connectors maybe thats why the lines seem random and they dont really link.

THE LOVE OF TAN HONG MING

2009-07-28T08:58:00.000-07:00

i cant really remember the very last commercial feed that i saw on tv, most probably cuz i watch them online nowadays, selectively. like i'm only interested in kimbum and kim so eun's bodyguard cf, dongbang's first cf in japan blah.

THE LOVE OF TAN HONG MING is one of my favourite malaysian cf. sorry for the malay subtitles, for i know most of you my friends do not read malay, but if you listen carefully to the boy and the reporter you'll find it super funny>D

i love it, especially the caption of the cf: race doesnt matter when we were young, so why does it matter when we are older?

although its abit late, HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY everyone.
and RIP, the wonderful director who produced such a wonderful cf, MADAM YASMIN AHMAD.(i just found out from my mum today that she had passed awayT.T)

enjoy:)))

xoxo,
qingning

DINNER AT SWENSENS:)

2009-07-26T08:43:00.000-07:00

gossiping with yall about everything in the world somehow makes me feel like we're still in scip during pae time.

it's okay:) life goes on. and we'll definitely meet up again to get the story of E, F, D, M, K, and Y right. lol.

time to sleep. i dont want to fall asleep during GP and MATH tomorrow.
and i promised mr heng i will put in more effort for SOVA.
prelims is soon,
so tiring.

xoxo,
qingning

2009-07-13T09:07:00.000-07:00

如果我真的开始认真起来，我想连我自己也会感到害怕哦！

xoxo,

沁凝

i didnt know.

2009-07-12T09:06:00.002-07:00

i didnt know suju went (came? ahh i'm so confused) to malaysia for filming of 'DANCING OUT'. anyway i spent one whole day watching their club project FULL HOUSE and i laughed so hard (like i've never laughed before>.<).

WENSHIN is back from malaysia! i'm glad that she is still strong and good(??) even though her grandfather has passed awayT.T thanks to her too, now i can study korean from COLLINS KOREAN PHRASEBOOK. one day i'll be able to understand all the un-subbed korea videosO.O

went out with squadmates on saturday (and met yingteng at F21) and drank a lil. it was such a contrast when the kids sitting next to us were playing truth or dare with 100 plus bottle while we were using beer bottle. bahahaa. 4 more months(or less) then i'll be of legal age to BUY already.

passed math and CLL so far. if i pass econs essay i think they can pull my csq scores up. can forget about gp. dont dare to think about csc when i only studied for it for one hour. ART? -쑥소- (ssuk so, means a very unpleasant smile in korean)

i dont know why but i'm very very lack of confidence in art now.

time to sleep.

xoxo,

이큔녕

THSK first domestic CF in Japan!

2009-07-08T06:21:00.000-07:00

its damn funny, i love the last part. AYA UETA is very cute!

i seriously HEARTS dongbang's CFs:):):)

and ARIEL LIN IS THE LUCKIEST GIRL ON EARTH, AGREE?
sigh gotta chiong prep boards now! annyeong!

xoxo,
qingning

HELLO TEACHER!

2009-07-07T06:31:00.000-07:00

it was my first lesson with the KIDS as a volunteer at Bedok North CHILDREN'S SOCIETY CENTRE. and some 5 year-old kids calling me 'TEACHER' actually made me forget that i still have school tomorrow.

kam hei and i took the YELLOWTABLE, and we got warned TWICE for being too noisy during the introduction session. oops-_-

oh they're called idham and nur muhd:) cutesey>)

especially idham. he was like, for every kid who stood up and introduced him/herself,

'TEACHER, I KNOW HER.' or 'TEACHER I KNOW HIM.'

POPULAR SIAAAAA:)

luckily the kids are all around 5 years old, if not i'll definitely scream at them someday when they get too irritating. you know when kids get older, like 11-12 years old, they act like they know everything. something like the 'small adult' symptom. and they get really annoying. but kids who are younger they just want to get your attention so they're basically cute and fun to be with. and small kids are much more obedient, i hope.

alright, time to bathe. i dont really have the mood to blog long nowadays. i'm more interested in writing my new story:)

and i dont want to go back to school. i want holidays:( bah!

xoxo,

qingning

back with new stuff.

2009-06-26T11:45:00.000-07:00

yo people i'm back. with very very severe sunburn and peeling on my back (and arms). cuz i went tioman island to snorkel and stuff so yea, i'm so much darker now. and my sunburn is like shit can. especially the ugly ugly swimsuit shaped tanlines. like eewww.

no photos cuz the cam is with my dad:( but i've got more exciting stuff,

TOHOSHINKI's NEW SINGLES: STAND BY U.
together with Tea For Two and Sky.

personally i think Stand by U is AWESOME LA! i'm so happy that its 6 minutes long cuz it's so nice:))) they have two versions of mv of Stand by U, but i think THSK's version is (obviously) nicer and better than the drama pv cuz the guy in the drama pv looks so ordinary and bleh. oops haha.

and seems like SNSD is currently busy promoting their new mini album too: Genie/ 소원을 말해봐(sowoneul malhebwa). and Soo Young (the girl with the shortest hair in the mv) has become SO MUCH PRETTIER! and Tae Yeon (the first girl who sang) is very pretty also:)

and in the mv right, the only thing that i can see is one whole bunch of legs. loooooong and skiiiiiinny legs.

oh, and my current favourite: CSJH The Grace's My Everything

They used to be quite popular cuz of their strong vocals and all, and they had the name FEMALE VERSION OF DONGBANGSHINKI (which is like damn honorable la, and their acapellas are very good too!). but now they are not that famous anymore cuz one of the members broke her back and apparently smtown stopped promoting them so much in korea, but i guess they are still active in japan. hope their comeback in 2010 will be a BIG one!

AND!

WHY TJ DOESNT WANT TO CLOSE DOWN!!! WHY!!!!!
i'm terribly upset now cuz there are people out there whose test papers are one (or more!) week(s) later than mine:(((((
DAMN IT!

(kp: aiyah, hurry get it over and done with mah, even better right.)
so far SOVA is done.

xoxo,
QING!

random updates.

2009-05-24T08:09:00.000-07:00

guess its time for me to feed my blog with something. nothing big going on currently, but A division is coming up, and i still have to run 2.4 for napfa tomorrow, so yea, quite tiring.

went out to study with Dong, like a week/two weeks ago. i like the starbucks at the city link place, you know the very very far end of the whole city link stretch which is linked to both suntec and marina sq, yea and its near the ice cream shop. oh and apparently the starbucks has its own wireless, unlike the usual ones with only wirelessSG which you need to sign up and log in to use the internet and blah blah blah. yea, starbucks is a good place to study, provided that you have enough bucks to get a cup of coffee to stay there.

:)

watching desperate housewives season 5 on fastpasstv.com nowadays. not sure if season 6 is completely out but megavideo has the first episode of season 6 already!!! actually i was tempted to watch criminal minds after googling things about jack the ripper, ted bundy and andrea yates blah, but apparently the first 20 minutes of one of the episodes kinda freaked me out so i stopped watching. and turned to despo housewives instead.

SAT is on the 6th, of june. so hah if i still have not started preparing for it nowww, i ought to be SHOT.

designing a new locker cover for angie my direct junior will be a painful thing cuz it means that soon i wont be able to use it anymore:( and i really will miss council room (and the sofas, and non-polar that i usually sleep on) very berry muchh.

went to support indra, tanyin, yingkai, shengchuan, ziqi, fengrui, larry, tianxiao at CO concert last week! spent a total of 12 bucks on the ticket and 12 on the flowers also! haha but the concert was hell awesome:) especially the mother's day special that the ensemble played shi shang zhi you ma ma hao and the last last piece which i forgot what the name was, they're fantastic! GWH is not for nothing okayyyy.

oh and the J1 girl who played the pipa was genius-ly good la. ki siao play so well for what.

alrightttt. time to go and do my laundry. guess will have to sleep late tonight. again:(

xoxo,
qingning!

我们最爱的九把刀

2009-05-10T23:36:00.000-07:00

其实老实说，我并不是很有耐心的一个人。

写了那么多的故事，没有一个是真真切切实实在在的完成了。

所以如果对写文字一样，用如葡萄干般大小的耐心对待阅读，我是不可能会完完全全的投入一本小说当中。

但对九把刀的文字就不一样了。我看过的华文书，坦白跟你讲，不会比英文书来得多。也许我本来就不爱其它华文作家那华丽，高雅的文字，因为我从来都不相信华丽的故事。相比起来，九把刀的文字贴近人心，那些像摆在珠宝店外窗柜的钻石的文字，闪着闪着，让人更为不敢正视。

所以我喜欢朴素的文字，毫无添加让人虚幻，遥不可及的高雅气息，反而更让人感觉近在咫尺。

现在阅读着《这些年，二哥哥很想你》，

已经开始有沉迷的迹象了。

xoxo,
沁凝

如果李安是擅长用影像魅力说故事的人，那九把刀就是把文字玩弄於股掌间，熟练於文字魅力的人。- 方文山

2009-04-21T09:10:00.000-07:00

太紧绷了。
有一种快要断的感觉。

所以，
想成为一条很厚的橡皮圈，
这样就永远都不会断了。

但，
如果真的断了，
应该会很痛吧。

不想知道。

xoxo,
沁凝

p/s i'm NOT emo ah. and this is not an emo post:P

meet LOVE:)

2009-04-19T05:26:00.000-07:00

a big THANK YOU to daddy and mummy who bought me my oh-so-wonderful dream phone:) haha it's a second-hand phone, but it still has warranty until this december! which means the previous owner bought it for only one or two months then he sold it away, how wasted la. shall not reveal how much i bought it for if not people will get JEALOUS!!! haha:P

oh no have to do laundry soon! ciao peeps!

xoxo,
qingning

100th post!

2009-04-07T06:42:00.000-07:00

yay this is laughsixyears' hundredth post already! and since its something memorable i shall post something happy too. life hasnt been great i know, but there're ways to make it good:)

school really sucks nowadays, so wenshin felix and i went to DOONG GI (yes its the korean restaurant that i recommended a few posts before) and had awesome dinner together yesterday:DDD no point describing all the nice nice delicious food, i've got some pictures here:) luckily i've brought my cam. oh and charged it. haha.

asked wenshin to take a picture for me to prove that i've eaten the world's most awesome ddeok-bok-gi! (which is korean ricecake)

YES! MY OH SO YUMMY DDEOK-BOK-GI! haha the usual ddeok-bok-gi that we buy from singapore foodcourts are not that authentic. they're more watery than the real korean ddeok-bok-gi cuz the sauce is thinner. THIS ONE is GOOD. rate it 4 stars out of 5.

one of our favourite sidedishes. somehow they cooked it sweeter than the way our mothers cook veg. so its very appetizing:) bytheway you'll always get six sidedishes when you dine there, and they are ALL FREE! can ask the lao-ban-niang to refill somemore.

wenshin ordered this. the ever so famous kimchi soup. the soup is so much thicker than usual foodcourt kimchi soup, and apparently its not that hot and spicy like how it might seem to be.

rate it 4 stars out of 5 too!

yup so this is the overall picture of what i've eaten haha:)

i'm supposed to feel quite empty cuz there wont be kkotboda namja no more:( i guess i'll just concentrate on finishing my csc essay plans instead.

less than a month to stepping down from council! then taekwondo will be after inter-jc championship. OMO! (a korean way to say OMG!)

xoxo,

qingning

THE AMAZING KKOTBODA NAMJA!

2009-04-01T06:47:00.000-07:00

my goodness i've finished watching the final episode! like what can be the next thing for me to look forward to, everyweek, after BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS has ended??? oh gosh no more motivation after today:(

but although i'm really sad that it has already ended, i'm still extremely glad that its a overall happy ending:DDD cuz there're rumours before they aired last episode saying that the ending for this korean version of hana yori dango will be different. so i was hoping, LET IT BE THAT YIJUNG AND GAEUL GET TOGETHER IN THE END! haha, the ending didnt really elaborate much about them (even after all the four-years-later thing), but they sure have had a happy ending for yijung and gaeul:)

happy ending#1
like DUHHH. WHAT'S HANA YORI DANGO IF DOUMYOJI AND MAKINO DONT GET TOGETHER IN THE END? haha so expected yea? GOO JUN PYO and GEUM JAN DI.

happy ending #2
not really a happy ending for ji hoo. but he remained by her side throughout the drama and in the end they're even in the same medical school! awesome right, JI HOO will always be JANDI's firefighter, and emergency alarm!

happy ending #3
MY FAVOURITE COUPLE IN THE SHOW! the ending was super funny la thanks to the kids:) because yijung went sweden to study pottery or something then he came back after 4 years and found gaeul teaching in an elementary school or some playschool. gaeul was teaching the kids how to play with clay or something, then yijung stepped in and say,

you're still putting in too much strength yea?

then this boy was like,

who are you? are you teacher's boyfriend?

then another little girl was like,

did you just come back from another country?

yijung:

how did you know?

little girl:

is it sweden?

yijung:

hey kid you sure arent someone ordinary.

little girl:

yes he's the man! teacher said that her boyfriend was at sweden....

gaeul got so paiseh and hurry up covered the girl's mouth with her palm and said, you cannot tell him that. and yijung and gaeul just smiled at each other. awww.

double sweetness double cuteness:)

HOW WILL I SURVIVE EVERY TUESDAY AND WEDNESDAY NIGHTS WITHOUT KKOTBODA NAMJA!!!

xoxo,

qing

p/s THE PD(production director) OF KKOTBODA NAMJA PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE FILM A DIFFERENT DRAMA EXCLUSIVELY FOR YIJUNG AND GAEUL! PLEASE! erm if you're reading this la. x___x

how stupid.

2009-03-28T06:58:00.000-07:00

here's a story about a stupid little girl, who went to sign up for SAT (this standard american test), and typed her first name as LEE SIN YEE and her last name as SIN YEE.

so now her name is LEE SIN YEE SIN YEE.

and she felt like killing herself. no she still feels like killing herself now cuz she's sent an email to the collegeboard and they will not change her name unless she calls the US person in charge or send another email to the SAT service.

damn it.

and actually she SHOULD HAVE SPEND her day quite meaningfully cuz she stayed in school right after her council pre-camp preparation to produce her four supposedly fabulous prep boards for A lvls ART and after that she has an AWESOME KOREAN MEAL at this newly opened KOREAN RESTAURANT CALLED DOONG GI near the siglap area.

trust me the doong gi food place is TRULY AWESOME. their BI BIM BAP AND
KIMCHI SOUP IS MUST TRY!

however, right after she reached her room at 9pm, tanweiting called her, and right after that, HER PHONE CRASHED.

as in, THE SCREEN TOTALLY BLANKED OUT and she couldnt switch it on despite many tries.

so now poor qingning is using her friend, nivia's spare nokia phone.

thats a bad day for qingning, and she truly hopes that her phone will recover by tomorrow and the collegeboard has changed her name to LEE SIN YEE instead of LEE SIN YEE SIN YEE. if not the 71 USD that she's paid will be forever wasted!

omg qingning has eaten the FROG today. LIKE TOTALLY.

xoxo,
qing

THE HIGH(ER) STANDARD OF LIVING.

2009-03-22T09:27:00.000-07:00

i think iphone is abit overrated. okay i think the whole touch screen thing is so coolio but how can it not have BLUETOOTH! sad case can. bluetooth is one of the most important functions for my phone.

:)

new added item on my wishlist! SAMSUNG OMNIA:))) especially the red one. cant find a really nice picture of the red one so i'll just put this(second pic below). initially i was so frustrated by the fact that SAMSUNG ANYCALL HAPTIC can only be used in korea cuz dont know what function thing in that phone is supported in korea and korea only. but i guess cuz of that they launched samsung omnia cuz i compared both haptic and omnia they're of no much diff. just that samsung omnia can be used outside korea:) yay.

(samsung anycall haptic)

(samsung omnia)

so cool right~ i'm so gonna get it after i get rid of my sony ericsson w580i. oops:P
seriously, everyone is getting cooler and cooler phones and omg, who'll believe that we going through recession man. it'll be more convincing if you tell me we're experiencing economic growth instead, no, rapid economic growth. but why am i not getting richer.

I CANT WAIT FOR MCTs JCTs PRELIMS A LEVEL TO BE OVER!!!

abit random but only without them i can truly enjoy my life to the max:)

xoxo,
qing

CONKIDS ALERT!

2009-03-21T09:56:00.000-07:00

i shall do a continuous version on mel's post about our being-conned-by-a damned-kid incident.(click to read if you havent done so)

like omfg, i can't believe that we've been conned la. like seriously. and to think that i actually WENT UP to that kid to like, ask him for his license(and it was like obviously FAKE!!!) and got so intimidated by his group of tattooed-and-smoking friends. i would have just said things like,

kid, you're too young la seriously. your big sister here has done so many flag days and she knows whats a REAL LICENSE FOR FUND RAISING OKAYYYY. now go home and drink your MILK.

something along that line.

but looking at the fact that mel and i might get into some terrible fight with that boy's FRIENDS, i knew that nothing would be better than to just say 'thanks' and walk away. damn it.

however, since mel has listed out FIVE possible scenarios to sort of confront that boy, i have the SIXTH one:P

boy: -trying to persuade us to buy that pointless plus fugly card-

me: you know, i'm very poor too. because i believe that i shouldn't just go around and persuade people to buy some CARDS, i have decided to STUDY HARD and EARN MORE MONEY when i grow up! you see this dress of mine, i got it from a KARANG GUNI SALE for 5 BUCKS only! (haha that dress was from HULA&CO and it cost me like 30?) even my shoes are from SALVATION ARMY! and now you're asking me for FIVE BUCKS!? you just dont know how hard my life is.... -breaks down and cry-

then i realise that i would have caused such a commotion if scenario 6 really happens. so

OUT! SCENARIO 6.

i was much more angry just now but i guess cuz i've just eaten korean ramen so i'm feeling quite happy now. but still, that malay conboy, I'LL REMEMBER YOU FOREVER.

come to think of it, at least i made them go away la. at least i've instilled abit of fear in them. like YOU THINK TWO YOUNG-ADULTS WHO HAVE BEEN RECEIVING PROPER EDUCATION FOR THE PAST 11-12 YEARS WILL GET CONNED BY YOU SO EASILY? okay the truth is the 5 bucks is gone but at least we know that the whole second chance for ex-convicts thing is FREAKING FAKE! if i didnt go up to him and ask for his damned license i would end up regretting about it, not knowing whether whatever that he's said is true or not.

again, i behaved very cowardly without confronting him of that fake license is because i was afraid that mel and i would get stalked and kidnap and killed by the TATTOOED-AND-SMOKING FRIENDS, cuz we still have a bright future to look forward to. and getting killed for that 5 bucks is so not worth it.

okay my post might not be as long as mel's, but if you add both of our posts together, it should be long enough to express our anger and frustration towards this whole getting-conned incident.

argh, its time to sleep.

an-nyeong!

xoxo,

QING!

p/s hope for the day: GOD, PLEASE LET THAT CONBOY HAVE NIGHTMARES EVERYNIGHT FROM NOW ON! I'LL BE EXTREMELY GRATEFUL!

a bunch of seriously weird people.

2009-03-12T03:32:00.000-07:00

people get weirder and weirder. they suddenly change their way of treating others for no reason.

okay maybe they have. (i'm still trying to be very nice)

but seriously, i think one should learn how to adapt to different situations and get over certain incidents(be it serious or not), quickly. or at least not that slow/long/whatever. and at least TELL, if you have any problem, at least i will know what not to do and what not to say.

because seriously i HATE people suddenly pms in front of me and even worse, without telling me.

maybe i just do not belong to THAT group of people.

i'm sorry for not being considerate enough, but that's because they dont give me a reason to. and i can't be bothered to find out why these people are behaving like THAT.

life sucks having to deal with this kind of stupid problems. ruined my beautiful day.

xoxo,
qingning

p/s i LOVE csc lessons nowadays. really! cuz they're korean lessons now. with only yingteng as my fellow classmate/student.

p/p/s ART COMMON TEST IS IN TWO DAYS' TIME!

p/p/p/s i LOVE yunxi's way of saying, 'whoo-hoo! HOT BODS!'

DONGBANGSHINKI :)

2009-03-01T04:11:00.000-08:00

just finished watching a video about dbsk visiting this small lil girl's home. erm from all the comments and stuff the lil girl is blind and amazingly she's a very talented pianist:) haha she can be the next beethoven but i think at least beethoven could see the piano keys right. so jaejoong and changmin were in the kitchen preparing ddeok-bok-gi (korean rice cake!) cuz the girl was like, 'peh go pah yo!(i'm hungry)' so yea:D but naughty junsu went to call pizza and chicken cuz he said that the ddeok-bok-gi prepared by jaejoong and changmin wont taste nice then both of them were like forcing the ddeok-bok-gi sauce into junsu's mouth. haha! but i find it really heartwarming when yunho yoochun and junsu were playing with the girl, sigh dont know whether to feel jealous of or sorry for the girl:P

bytheway ntu taekwondo open was, okay la. we've got a few medals and we kicked vj's ass:P but cannot be complacent! maybe this is one of their strategies to beat us in inter-jc!

to teammates and the other team: blue belt teams we definitely can make it for inter-jc! lets sweep both gold and silver!

have been feeling very tired nowadays too. maybe cuz i just had fever on tuesday but yea, life goes on. and i felt so much better after having dinner and shopped around with dong on saturday and bought a really pretty dress at FREAKING 10 BUCKS at JOHN LITTLE!

hahaha.

oh and i really like this version of hahaha song by u-know yunho and micky yoochun from dbsk. (fyi there're a few versions of it) will really make you feel happier after watching it esp when you're down. i should have downloaded the one with translations!

enjoy people:D

xoxo,

qingning

2009-02-11T07:55:00.000-08:00

i'm starting to think that no one actually reads my blog.

which makes me feel like going back to LOVABLE (my own journal) again.

hmm. ahah.

xoxo,
qingning

ignite the infi-NIGHT.

2009-02-07T07:48:00.000-08:00

HAHA COOL RIGHT? INFI-NIGHT was my idea okay? hha but decor comm put in alot of effort in making this foam board letters thingy. and although all of us(esp hcomm i think) got very pissed and pek chek while preparing for o-night on the very last day of orientation, we still got it done! so AWESOME!

HAHA NICE VIEW FROM THE BALCONY UP THERE IN THE HALL. now i know why photog people like to come here to take pictures:P

haha ZANDOR! their banner is effing pretty okay. ZANDOR KNIGHTS! although they didn't win but they have been a group of fantastic OGLs! p/s i'm from XCION but all clans are still as awesomeeee! p/p/s XCION WON!

the XCION corner:)

my OGL eunice came backkk! i met wanting my another ogl at suntec yesterday though during mass dance, but yea, OGLs are always the ones touching those hearts of OGMs!

and GOODNESS my nose is PEELING! like how snake skin normally peels:X like yucks la my nose is ugly shit.

and i have very berry obvious tan line on my face thanks to my specs. omg i'm just gonna wear contacts to suntan for the rest of my life.

xoxo,
qingning

NOT feeling good.

2009-02-04T04:33:00.000-08:00

i HATE being confronted with something i didn't even do. and it wasn't even my fault. i might even have to PAY for two effing stupid drawers which got lost on the mass-rooms-swapping day and i'm super damn effing sure that SOMEONE TOOK IT! and the DUNMAN HIGH SCHOOL HOSTEL STAFF don't even have an effing brain to find out who's the real innocent one.

okay lets not talk about this. i was (and still am) disturbed by this sentence: ' the distribution of points today is so much better than the past two days.'

okay i swear i'm not trying to say anything bad here about any clan any house but the reason why this sentence disturbed me so much is, I MIGHT NOT BE THAT GOOD AFTER ALL. like although the councilors kept reaffirming me and said that i really have done a very good job emceeing for the first two days, but i just can't help but to think about what the sentence really means.

cuz it was boob's turn to emcee with nadia today and yeap so i got that sentence from the house capts. so i'll automatic think that it was my problem that the clans felt that the cheering points given were unfair and even, biased. although in the end the outcome was that all clans actually got more or less the same amount of glory points, they didnt feel as fair.

so, i'm abit upset.

so now, i don't really have the confidence to go back to the stage on friday anymore. and i know it's quite bad.

feeling down,
qingning

ORIENTATION UNDEFINED: Ignite the Infinite

2009-02-03T08:40:00.000-08:00

while waiting for my hair to dry, i shall write something here since it has been quite dead for quite a while (i guess). we've had two days of orientation, three more to go. but well, i've been holding onto a quite IMPORTANT job (together with nadia-da-supergal) for the past two days.

i must say that i was really enjoying myself at the backstage, telling stupid lame jokes and got laughed by edwin the av guy, as well as rehearsing for the next pdp filler while the previous one was still performing. nadia was a great help, seriously, cuz without her all the enthusiastic cheers and stuff wouldn't have been possible. really. cuz you know i was really having a hard time preparing myself for day 1 cuz i was so afraid that the ogms will not be high and enthu and i was so so scared that they all would just stare at both nadia and i and in the end the whole thing would be so so boring:( it was my FIRST TIME OKAY??? so i kept having butterflies in my stomach before the real thing starts.

so yeap nadia and i went according to our plan- coming down from the both sides of the staircases in the audi, grabbed one or two ogms and asked what school were they from. i can still remember that i got an AHS guy. haha. so we ran up stage, introduced ourselves and yes, ORIENTATION STARTED ON A REALLY HIGH NOTE. which is a good thing, cuz it shows that the ogms are really sincere about participating in this event that we have been planning for so so long.

i know this ogm from XCION, he was like WOW. really. his name is mick if i'm not wrong. he could lead the cheer on the VERY FIRST DAY OF ORIENTATION! like wth i was still struggling with all the ERYPION cheers during my orientation time. should have given him more glory points. i think i gave 1000 if i'm not wrong. and yes. i think VERELDA is very hiong. they kept bringing ogms up on the stage and tried really hard to attract the emcees' attention. yea they were quite successful, which made them one of the leading two clans after the first day. victor the VERELDA clan master was getting very crazy and high even on the first day already. he was like pulling me away from DAEKARON and to VERELDA and they kept cheering and cheering. but they were very loud, like i suffered from temporary deaf-ness after everything on the first day.

so after OGLs' debrief session i've gotten some feedback that we weren't very fair to zandor ogms who went up the stage cuz nadia and i sort of ignored them cuz we were so occupied with listening to DAEKARON and VERELDA and XCION cheering. so on the second day nadia and i have decided to give ZANDOR a second chance and let them say 'HOW MUCH WOOB WOULD A WOODCHUCK CHUCK IF A WOOBCHUCK COULD CHUCK WOOD?' 5 times in a row without stopping and with clear articulation. so glory points given again. haha then we realised this problem, once we started giving glory points other clan will start cheering even louder and longer to get more points. so it's like, never ending.

oh i forgot to talk about the stupid dumb ass cleaners of our school who threw away one of our big 'GEARS' (a decoration stuff) for O-NIGHT. like seriously they should have used their brains and i really can't believe that the man actually thought our nicely and awesomely painted 'gears' were regarded as some 'rubbish' and got them all thrown away. but we managed to retrieve 5 out of 6 gears back so, thank God if not we'll have to do it all over again, which... is so troublesome.

forget about the stupid bad things. so day 2 came. i got kinda tensed up on day 2 cuz something actually happened. something to do with our emcee-ing job and the giving of points and stuff like that but we got it solved anyway. and NADIA WAS SIMPLY SO AWESOME! cuz i MIA-ed for a while (to outside of audi at the upper gallery) to talk to theen yew and i've totally forgotten about going back to stage... okay back track. i went up to the upper gallery cuz actually i wanted to hear how loud XCION was cuz they were already very loud even they were on the upper gallery of the audi and it's like, kinda disadvantage to them cuz they couldnt participate in stage games cuz it's very troublesome if we get some ogms down to the stage. so i went up, and OMG i tried to talk into the mic and nadia who was below at the stage couldn't even hear a single SHIT that i've said! it was this loud okay. alright alright back to the point, i went out to talk to theen yew. and before the day 2 orientation video nadia and i were supposed to intro the video together and i was supposed to be like, 'NADIA SINCE XCION IS SO LOUD I BET THEY'LL BE EVEN LOUDER WHEN IT COMES TO WATCHING ORIENTATION VIDEO!' but seriously i totally was distracted at that time and i've forgotten my lines. but the clever nadia salvaged it by saying 'SINYEE! DO YOU THINK THE HOUSE CAPTS WHO DISAPPEARED WILL COME BACK LIKE HOW YOU DID?' then i was like, 'THEN WE MUST MUST CONTINUE WATCHING! OUR DAY2 ORIENTATION VIDEO!'

WHOA SERIOUSLY IMPROMPTU LINES AND SUCH GOOD CHEMISTRY BETWEEN NADIA AND I :D

after that everyone went for chronorace(which is amazing race) and yeap i was one of the station masters and my station was so congested with people and in the end the manager of ntuc fairprice chased us out of the supermarket. like SUPER PAISEH!

but yea, orientation HAS BEEN SO FUN so far and i really think that BOOB will do a GREAT JOB tomorrow. (she'll be emcee-ing with nadia for the next two days cuz i'll be going away to DEFINE MY OWN TJ LIFE. HAHA.) OKAY JUST JOKING. of course rotating of emcees is good. i'm sure that boob will definitely do a great job with nadia. GO BOOB!

and i'm glad that everyone is telling me not to be so stressed over the emcee thing cuz the most inportant thing in an orientation is TO HAVE FUN! like what lao gong victor had said today:) yay i think affirmations really make people super happy:)

and i'm also glad that i've made friends with alot of the ogms:)))

xoxo,
sinyee DA COOLNESS ORIENTATION EMCEE!

oh no.

2009-01-29T08:40:00.000-08:00

oh no i'm really very scared. about everything.

jae posting! like i really will want my juniors to get into the jcs that they really want to get into, and i was (and am still) so shocked when felix told me that FREAKING 9 RAW-SCORERS CANNOT GET INTO THE FREAKING TEMASEK JUNIOR COLLEGE, LIKE WTH!!!

not even 50/50 okay.

but i've prayed to our Father as in the st nicks way, and i've prayed to my number 6 necklace and all these must really work! so CHARLYNE DON'T WORRY TOO MUCH ALTHOUGH I KNOW YOU WONT LISTEN TO ME AND WILL CONTINUE WORRYING BUT STILL, GO SLEEP NOWWWW!

i'm very worried although my eyelids are like getting heavier and heavier.

AND,

I'VE GOT EMCEE REHEARSAL TOMORROW!

the formal/official/real rehearsal somemore.

and ms nor will be there too! omg i hope she doesn't read this haha. but i'm really very scared that nadia and i will make mistakes and ms nor will criticize us until we go and kill ourselves. and this is my first time doing impromptu emcee-ing so i'm very very scared that no one will respond to all the things i say and i'll just die of embarrassment>.<

NADIA AND BOOB, WE SHALL BE THE GREATEST ORIENTATION EMCEES EVER!

gosh. so much to do.

february at a glance:

2nd feb -6th feb orientation
after this- 20th feb-- friendship week
and competition trainings!

OMG I CAN FAIL EVERYTHING ALR LA. and although(heard that) all sports and syf people do not have to take MARCH COMMON TEST but i bet mr heng WONT let us NOT TAKE the SOVA (studies of visual arttttt) PAPER.

IN THE NAME OF THE FATHER AND OF THE SON AND OF THE HOLY SPIRIT AMEN.

xoxo,
qingning

no way.

2009-01-19T07:46:00.000-08:00

no way i can finish EVERYTHING by TONIGHT.

i have the freaking 100 mark essay to rush and i'm still at page 4 at this very hour and i don't have the slightest idea of what film art is all about.
i have art written test tomorrow. and i don't freaking know who the hell are NG ENG TENG and HENRY MOORE. call me stupid and ignorant.
my A LEVEL art coursework. don't talk about this anymore.

now i just want to lie on my bed and not think about anything and fall asleep.

SHIT. i can't.

|and i thought tomorrow would be a better day

xoxo,
qingning

mummy!

2009-01-15T07:51:00.001-08:00

my mum is an angel. cuz she'll be buying me new shoes>.<
and she makes me pineapple tarts and new year cookies,
and does experiments with me with fruits and a blender machine.
she made me spend hours of my time doing her precious hair,
and in the end i didn't even have time for my manicure.
i love her ice cream recipes,
and she loves the DKNY jeans that i bought her from new york.
(btw this is not supposed to be a poem, what makes you think that leeqingning writes english poems?)

I'M GOING HOME SOON!
FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR!
one more week to go!

xoxo, qingning!

-so i jumped, and landed on both of my feet-

dedications.

2009-01-13T08:45:00.000-08:00

i feel dumb blogging twice in one day.

dad and mum,
i'll miss home much more than i did in the past 5 years. and i'll look forward to every single holiday that i'm able to go back for, and mummy i'll miss everything that we did together with that blender machine, and the green tea ice cream that we invented! and i swear i'll make better apple sauce to go with the chicken chop>.<>

onghuimin,
haha thanks for the post! so honoured that i'll be missed! haha and you're so lame la. people have blog you also wanna have. and you really sounded like i have no other friends in tj when i have alot?? haha don't worry i'll be more happy this year. and really thanks for all the ego-but-trying-to-encourage-me-but-didnt-quite-make-it smses and yeap although i can't really remember what kind of small little notes that i gave you last time but yea, glad that you treasure them. hope to see you in march/april when yall come back to take your results and all the best for 2009. (p.s. i wont be smsing so much cuz i'm very lazy to change the keypad of my phone cuz i'll be changing phone in a year's time anyway. so i'll take a really long time to reply your msges>.<)

dong! and limminhuay!
dong ENJOY YOUR 'SENIOR-HIGH' LIFE IN NJ NEW HOSTEL! and you finally got rid of that STINKY GAL (i don't think she reads my blog right?). and yeap i've got nothing to write here cuz i've told you all everything possible on the phone. and both of you my triplets take care kay! JIA YOU TRIPLETS! loves loves.

foongshengqi,
WAIT FOR ME! I'LL DATE YOU SOON!

charlyne,
dont think that you're a disappointment. cuz i think you're the greatest junior that i ever have. i might be the most lame and childish senior ever, but i'm glad that i have you to play and high along with me. and all the fightings and crazy moments. i hope you've made the right choice, and really good luck to you and hope that you'll get into that jc that you've chosen as your first choice. remember, no matter what happens, you have your (awesome-st) senpai here for you, and you'll never be alone. aja aja fighting! sarangheyo!

xoxo,
QINGNING who is going to sleep soon.

NEW TERM.

2009-01-13T07:41:00.000-08:00

school reopened on monday. yay -sarcastically-

bytheway it feels like alot of things have happened in this few days since i came back from msia. first thing was mel and i will have to move to 4th floor before chinese new year and you know packing stuff is always the last thing i would want to do on earth. and today was open house for tj, so we were the tj ambassadors and we did duties like campus tourguides goodies bags givers and blah blah blah. i actually skipped clep booth duty so i'm truly sorry>.<

tkd performance was awesome! it was one of the performances that attracted the most audience can. ferli leonard they all were great. haha i practically forced everyone to watch the performance. yay. (and this reminds me of my side kick which is still not good enough cuz my butt is like, i dont know how to say, sticking out? hard to imagine eh? nevermind dont bother)

and yeap actually i was having difficulties trying to, erm promote tj? i'm sorry to say that cuz actually i didnt really feel comfortable in tj (i guess if i were in other jc i'll feel the same too), cuz those who know me should know that i still cant really get over st nicks and everything. but yea, tj has good environment and all. and at least i've got my ccas i guess. yea but since 2008 was a f-ed up one, 2009 shall be a good year. good results and win competitions. and be happy always by listening and singing and dancing to my TVXQ!'s songs!

now must concentrate in lectures and tutorials cuz have to juggle studies comptrainings and orientation duties well. few more months! few more months to go and we'll be free!

the bad news is time flies; but the good news is you're the pilot.

whoa cheemology.

and really have to buck up.

(bytheway hungry said i've become prettier! ohemgee i hope it's true!)
(bybytheway i love CHANGMIN and JUNSU!)
(bybybytheway i love JAEJOONG'S sense of humour too!)
(bybybybytheway HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN NIVIA! real thanks for the treat!)

xoxo,
QING in a very happy mood:D

超好笑的肯德基廣告翻譯

2008-12-24T20:54:00.000-08:00

haha i dont know why i like to blog in chinese nowadays. maybe cuz now i'm watching alot of canto shows thats why. haha there's a chinese joke to share! actually it was in traditional chinese but for the convenience of those who don't know how to read traditional chinese, i've changed it into simplified chinese!

一中学老师把 KFC 肯德基的广告「 We do chicken right！」（烹鸡专家）发给学生练习翻译，结果有以下答案：

1. 我们做鸡是对的！
2. 我们就是做鸡的！
3. 我们有做鸡的权利！
4. 我们只做鸡的右半边！
5. 我们只作右边的鸡！
6. 我们可以做鸡，对吧？(i think this is damn funny)
7. 我们行使了鸡的权利！
8. 我们主张鸡权！
9. 我们还是做鸡好！
10. 做鸡有理！
11. 我们让鸡向右看齐！
12. 我们只做正确的鸡！
13. 我们肯定是鸡！
14. 只有我们可以做鸡！
15. 向右看！有鸡！
16. 我们要对鸡好！
17. 我们愿意鸡好！
18. 我们的材料是正宗的鸡肉！
19. 我们公正的做鸡！
20. 我们做鸡正点耶∼∼
21. 我们只做正版的鸡！
22. 我们做鸡做的很正确！
23. 我们正在做鸡好不好？
24. 我们一定要把鸡打成右派！
25. 我们做的是右派的鸡！
26. 我们只做右撇子鸡！
27. 我们做鸡最专业！
And, of course, the most creative one is.....
28. 我们叫鸡有理！

and MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!!!

xoxo,
qingning

好烦啊！

2008-12-22T08:15:00.000-08:00

我唔知道而家咁講係唔係有啲蠢, 不過我真係唔想咁快就返去啫呀! 返嚟有幾個禮拜啦, 每日只係食下野, 睇下戲, 一啲都冇做到乜野. 功課一大籮, 嗰啲老師都冇人性嘅, 畀咁多功課做, 要做死我哋咩? 有時候我真係寧願做低B咯, 咁就唔洗咁辛苦, 又挨夜又承擔好多STRESS啦. 仲有, 而家啲學生全部都睇住嗰啲文憑做人嘅, 冇佐文憑就搞到好似世界末日噉, 不過而家哩個社會就是咁現實嘅啦! 冇辦法啦, 死都要撐落去>.<

其實用廣東話嚟BLOG嘅感覺真係好唔同. 以前都係用白話文來寫嘅, 因為心入邊諗嘅野全部都係中文, 所以用廣東話嚟寫仲唔係好習慣咯. 但係我諗好快就能夠適應嘅.

返去我哋頭先講嘅TOPIC, 廿一世紀嘅學者真係唔易做啊! 睇過好多新聞, 單單係新加坡啲學生就有好多因為壓力患有憂鬱症啦, 種種病情, 有啲甚至嚴重到去自尋短見! 唔係我要嚇你哋呀, 壓力哩啲野自己要知道點去應付同減輕, 我哋而家仲係學生嗎, 大個咗壓力唔係仲大? 哎, 唔好講啲衰野啦, 講啲畢業後想做嘅野. 真係好想學揸車啊! 我哋朋友差唔多個個都識揸車仲考到車牌, 我就因為仲喺新加坡讀書噉就冇突登返來學囉. 學識揸車就係算成長嘅一個階段, 所以好期待啊! 仲想去香港台灣旅行啊! 哩個假期我好多朋友都去台灣渡假, 真羨慕. 我同屋企人去咗PORT DICKSON嘅沙灘曬太陽囉. 希望明年嘅假期可以過得更有意義啦! 仲可以出國掃貨(=買野)>.< 諗到都興奮:)

我而家下定決心, 我听日就要早啲起身, 儘量做我嘅ART嘅功課, 如果我唔積極啲, 恐怕要到開學咗我先至嚟緊張, 咁就後悔莫及啦! 頭先我仲同老母抱怨講好STRESSED, 真係希望快啲畢業, 我就可以繼續寫<豆芽戀曲>同<櫻桃夢>. 冇寫小說都有一牌啦, 好驚會生疏, 寫作嘅風格都有啲改變, 不過都要寫哂哩兩本啦, 唔係點對得住我啲讀者啊? 哈哈:D 不過我唔係要做作家喎, 日日要催交稿, 會痴線! 做廣告係我嘅理想, 又可以識啲明星, 哈哈我係唔係諗得太遠啦? 不過講真, 讀多幾年書就要踏出社會工作, 真係有啲不可相信. 哈哈定間又要嫁老公啦, 又要生仔啦, 時間過得真係好快. 我自己都好好奇啊, 我嘅第一個男朋友會係點嘅呢? 會晤會就係我嘅老公呢? 哩啲野好似好遙遠哪, 不過真係好期待囉.

听日<天幕下的戀人>開始做啦! 睇過<最美麗的第七天>, 就覺得鄭嘉穎同周麗淇好襯, 真係好好睇. 周麗淇好靚啊! 呵呵真妒嫉. 鄭嘉穎都好靚仔! 唔枉費佢喺我SHUAI ASIAN GUYS LIST 入面！

好啦！係時候走啦！下次會po啲相畀你哋睇！啱啱參加我姨婆嘅仔嘅婚禮，有好多靚相，不過冇畀啲相呃咗，因為我會photoshop有啲我睇落好肥嘅，因為返來食好多野，想唔肥都難啦！

就噉，下次見啦！拜拜！

xoxo,
qingning

back home! (and tagged)

2008-12-10T00:55:00.000-08:00

yay finally i was able to have a family reunion dinner last night for the first time after like, 3 months? haha so happy so happy:D

okay tagged by mel:) (super random-_-)

1. The person who tag you is?
MELANIE LIM SHU YING.

2.Your relationship with him/her?
council mates; roommates; close friends.

3.Your 5 impression of him/her?
whoa-her-english-damn-accurate-okay-?; will-be-career-woman-like-CEO-in-the-future; decisive; strong(as in mentally:P); friendly

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for u?
she got into a very big trouble because of me. -sobs sobs-

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
whoa you really have no butt. (actually i'm not sure la, i don't remember people by what they've said to me)

6.If he/she becomes ur lover, things he/she has to improve on?
quoted from mel's answer: her gender.

7. If she/ he become ur enemy, you will?
i'll curse her in my diary. joking la she won't but thats what i do to the people i dislike. BEWARE!

9.What is it you want to tell her now?
YOU CALLED TO TELL ME WO-MEN-ZHE-YI-JIA WAS ON TV BUT WHEN I SWITCHED IT ON THE SHOW HAS ALREADY ENDED!!! -CRIES-

10.Your overall impression of him/her is?
she's that kind of BIG-BOSS-IN-A-BIG-COMPANY type. but not that kind of boss who'll only give instructions but also take in advice and suggestions. a great listener. can handle both school stuff and friendships quite well.

11. How do u think ppl ard u will feel ard you?
how will i know? depends what mood i'm in i guess. i'm quite temperamental. hope i don't scare them away. hah.

12. The character you love of urself are?
can be quite high sometimes so i can hype up the atmosphere? ; i guess i'm quite a nice person too?

13.On the contrary, the character u hate yourself are?
easily distracted (by alot of things whenever i'm trying to focus on my studies); my emotions are very easily and randomly affected which means i'm a very moody person; can be very mean sometimes.

14.The most ideal person u want to be is?
like mel, i wish to be balanced too. erm in terms of height and weight, and also in term of studies and other stuff. i want to be able to juggle everything well enough that i won't feel suicidal whenever i think of something undone.

15.For ppl that care n like u, say something to them:
you've made the right choice. hah!
joking. hmm i would say, THANKS. i care for and like you too!

16.Pass this quiz to 10 ppl that u wish to know how they feel about u
limminhuay; zhuxiao; chern; tanweiting; happy; kennethpang if you're still keeping a blog although i can't rmb the url; netteyap; foongshengqi; leeyongmei okay i think thats all.

Part (B)
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
i have alot. and only my diary knows it all!

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
like NOOOOOO! no jie di lian. no way!

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
depends on what the reason is. if it's something like he's going overseas to further his studies i think i will. but max 2 years? my youth is short and limited yo. and only if i'm really sure that he loves me alot alot too!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
omg i'll spend half of it going around the world and shop until i drop dead; and another half for investments to earn more money! smart ass me:)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
erm, don't think so. if both of us are really close i don't think we'll fall in love with each other. cuz... we just won't.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved. but the best thing is loving someone and being love by that someone at the same time la!

7. Give one reason why you love your significant other if you have one, one day.
i'll do this tag again once i've found one.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
wait for him to get 'detached'? haha just joking. i'll stop liking him. full stop.

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you’re legal?
get drunk; drive a cool sports car!; go to pub. but i won't ever smoke. EEWWW!

10. What would you do if your significant other if you have one day cheats on you?
i'll just, break up with him? and won't ever forgive him. i'm that kind of girl.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
having a great job in a big advertising company and earning lotsa money; fighting with my boyfriend everyday and still not breaking up.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
my dad and mum; my brother; my grandma; triplets; yea. most important right.

13. How many times your heart has been broken?
zero. still pure and innocent.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich. yes so what if i'm money minded.

15. Love at first sight.
crush at first sight maybe?

16. If you’re attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
be honest to myself and as well as the one i'm attached to. at the end of the day, we'll just want to be happy and be with the one we truly love, although we might get hurt, in the process.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
i'm not a very forgiving person sadly. but it also depends how important that person is to me, and also if he/she really knows that it's his/her fault, and has the will and determination to turn over a new leaf.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
apparently i like alot of people? haha I'LL CONTINUE LIKING YOU. to be honest, i've not found 'him' yet. hah laugh at me ba people!

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
why can't i have both of them? if i must choose between hanging out with lover and hanging out with friends, i'll see if the 'friends' are those whom i've not gone out with for a very long time. if that's the case, friends la duh. oh and if its triplets, friends too:)

20. Do you believe that there’s “True Love”?
yea. cuz i believe in dramas and fairy tales.

xoxo,
qingning

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST!

2008-12-04T08:03:00.001-08:00

cuz i wont be able to meet you here in spore so i've done this online scrapbook for you! you must love it okay!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE MORE!

xoxo,
qingning

alot of things-_-

2008-12-03T10:07:00.000-08:00

went to school for decor and games yesterday:) lost my voice since early in the morning (dont ask my why cuz i also dont know why it became like that! but bytheway i got my voice back like out of a sudden when my mum called and when i picked up the call and said hello? haha i got a shock okay after one whole day of inability-to-speak). and i scored two goals for soccer! haha theen yew claimed that he helped me out by giving very good passes but still, I'M THE GOLD SCORER MANN!

and after that we played basketball and the ball got stuck between the board and the basket so qq and i went to get a super tall ladder, and yeap, here comes the picture below- COOLIO QINGNING DUNKED!

i got hurt though:( my head knocked into ck's and whoa it was super super painful!!! what's your head made of huh ck? injured both of my knees and yea, very painful as well when i was bathing. like omfg. it's been a long long time since i last injured my knees.

went back to st nicks for dtc! (december training camp) it was last thursday and fri:)

knock it down!

-clap clap- zone one!

field photo with rong yip nette and shuh. whoa shuh your jacket...

after wildchild i guess:)

and omg emma roberts is very pretty!(your left, the last one)

squad jackets are loveeessss:)

me specs and shuh's kiss.

haha us:)

compare mine and yip's. mine's like full of veg la so healthy. yip's a total carnivore.

haha shuh's trying out my why-we-wear-our-wedding-rings-on-our-forth-fingers theory.

5am in the morning. super neat for a firedrill okay. MA'AM IS PROUD OF YALL JUNIORS!

st nicks track at night:)

mirror photo!

ivy from yellow squad brought beer. ooh!

we got real high and started getting crazy in our power rangers masks:P

i like this photo of mine. looks like i got skinny legs:)

haha shuh and i trying to act lesbian!

me happy nette!

another happy family photo~

nette my daughter!

last family photo!

at sumo house where food can get as cheap as S$2.90! notice: i'm sucking oranges.

got caught!

foongshengqi the retard who's always climbing mountains. take care of yourself la please. if not i dont let you date me anymore ah, with that kind of sexy voice. and cough.

yay yay. finish blogging at 2.41am. (i actually wanted to blog something about our group 5 k-session on tuesday but~! WE GOT PANG SEH-ED BY SO MANY PEOPLE! BE GUILTY THOSE WHO DIDNT COME! in the end only 3 of us plus wenshin came! poor wenshin got dragged down by me cuz i didnt want to be the only girl there. sad we didnt take any picture:( )

alright. have to go buy paint tomorrow with felix.

to-do list:
1. buy paint, brushes and turpentine/thinner/whatever
2. start packing luggage
3. start clearing up my side of the room(wah lao it's like pig sty can)
4. go check out where the boarding place for aeroline buses is. which is somewhere near vivocity, at harbour front.
5. paint my shoes
6. remember limminhuay's birthday!

p.s. i love post-its although this is super random. i think post-its are real useful.

xoxo,
qingning

eye candies!!!

2008-11-25T08:38:00.000-08:00

SAY HI TO ALL CUTE/SHUAI/PRETTY ASIAN GUYS! (added two more cuz staf reminded me of chen chu he; but i'm not adding anymore cuz there are too many! maybe i shall do an asian chio-bu list too! yayness!)

Ethan Ruan Jing Tian- born 1982 November 08, Taiwan
- Fated To Love You (Ji Chun Xi)

Baron Chen Chu He- born 1981 May 09, Taiwan
-Fated to Love You (Dylan)

Kevin Cheng Ka Wing- born 1970 August 15, United States (cool!)
- Yummy Yummy(Chan Ka Lok/Gai Zai)

Alan Luo Zhi Xiang (Show/ Xiao Zhu)- born July 30 1979, Taiwan
- 娛樂百分百!

Kim Jun-su- born December 15 1986, South Korea
-TVXQ Xiah Junsu

Jung Yun-ho- born 1986 Feb 06
- TVXQ U-know Yunho

Shim Chang Min- born February 18 1988, Seoul
-TVXQ Max Changmin

Toma Ikuta- born October 7, 1984 in Hokkaido
- HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E (Shuichi Nakatsu)

Jae Hee-born 25 May 1980 South Korea
-sassy girl chun hyang(Lee Mong Ryong)

Kanata Hongo- born November 15 1990, Japan
- prince of tennis (Ryoma Echizen)

Jang Geun Suk- born 1987 August 04, Korea
- Hwang Jin Yi (Eun-ho)

OMG SO EYE-SOOTHING:)

xoxo,
qingning

-LAUGHS-

2008-11-23T08:13:00.000-08:00

haha something to share. actually i wanted to upload a funnier video but there's some error. but this is quite funny also. enjoy:)

xoxo,
qingning

from shum's.

2008-11-22T05:24:00.002-08:00

IF YOU REALLY WANT TO DO SOMETHING, YOU'LL FIND A WAY.

IF YOU DON'T, YOU'LL FIND AN EXCUSE.

-laughs-

true though, for me.

xoxo,
qingning

2008-11-19T08:30:00.001-08:00

1) Name: sinyee aka qingning
2) Birthdate: 06 november 1991
3) Last time you showered: one hour ago?
4) What color pants do you have on right now: black. fbt.
5) What song are you listening to right now, or what was the last one you listened to? 你不是真正的快乐
6) What was the last thing you said out loud? HAHA.
7) What's right next to you: on which side? a small blue and white table fan. on my left.
8) What color is your computer desk: i don't have a computer desk. but my desk is beige in colour.
9) What's the last 4 numbers of your phone number: 8104
10) What was the last thing you ate: chocolate chip cookie! i baked it okay, with weihui at kong's house!
11) What's your fave radio station: 93.3. the xian ge ji yi section.
12) What's written down in the computer section of your profile: huh. don't get it.
13) What's the weirdest first name that you've ever heard: abcd (pronounced as aab-si-dee)
14) If you were a crayon, what color would you be: RED! OR ORANGE. OR YELLOW.
15) Last movie you saw in a theater: wanted? omg long long time ago.
16) Where do you want to go on your honeymoon: HAWAII!!! okay i know it's real cliche but i love to go to the beach! and get really nice suntan!
17) Right now, who do you wanna be with the most?: lee mong ryong in sassy girl choon hyang. or the cute jap boy kanata hongo also can!
18) Last book you read: my sister's keeper by jodi picoult.
19) Do you have a pager: no. i live in 21st century where everyone has a cell phone.
20) Do you have a lava lamp: i don't have. sorry.
21) How many buds are on your buddy list: erm quite alot? around 10-11?
22) How's the weather right now: windy. cuz it's already 2355 and it's getting abit cold.
23) Brandy or Monica?: erm, brandy? sounds cooler than monica which i've always thought as a very cheena christian name.
24) What did you do Last Night: watching witch yoo hee. then fell asleep.
25) Last person you talked to on the phone: my dad.
26) Who are you talking to online right now: wilson.
27) What's your name backwards: eey nis eel? or gnin gniq eel? eew don't look good.
28) What's on your computer screen: nothing. perfectly clean cuz i just wiped it with microfibre cloth which doesn't scratch your screen(the cover says so)
29) What's the sexiest thing that you find about the opposite sex: if he has a very distinct jawline. like shin goon!
30) If you had a genie, what three wishes would you make: have alot of money. get married before 30. world peace.(of course this includes everyone being healthy la)
31) Fav CD(s)and or records: jay chou's albums.
32) What r u doin tomorrow?: teach OGLs mass dance. decor stuff. buy paint. rush paul for delta banner design.
33) Who do you most admire? bill gates. he has lotsa MONEY!
34) Fave Spice Girl/Backstreet Boy: HUH?! NONE? erm maybe this blonde hair guy in backstreet boys. dunno his name.
35) Did this survey suck? no. it gives me something to do when i'm bored.
36) Do you like the person who sent this to you: yea? cuz i got it from tanweiting's blog BY MYSELF?
37) If u could have changed one mistake what would it be?: i would just stay in one CCA instead of TWO.
38) What's your fav soda?: i don't like soda.
39) What are your nicknames?: muthu. qingqing. QING!. moo-duo. cowsaymoo. ahqing. leeqing. baogong. moots.
40) What is your favorite type of cheese: erm i don't research on that.
41) Favorite flavor of ice cream: PISTACHIO ALMONDDDDDD. YUM YUM:P
42) What is your best feature: my one-got-single-eyelid-another-got-double-eyelid eyes. 43) If you could kill someone and for sure get away with it, would you?: no. I WISHED FOR WORLD PEACE REMEMBER???
44) Song that Pumps you up the most: as in? erm THUNDER?
45) Who do you see yourself with in 10 years: i'll be 27 by then. A BOYFRIEND SIMILAR TO LEE MONG RYONG PERHAPS? -JUMPS IN JOY-

-end of total nonsense and crap-

xoxo,
qingning

i'm not happy.

2008-11-17T04:25:00.000-08:00

have been crying alot this year. council and family, seems like both of them always clash with each other. i don't know. maybe it's me. maybe it's council. maybe it's my parents. but it's definitely not the first time already. mel's and wen shin's parents can be very understanding, i guess it's because mel and wenshin can do it. but for me, i guess because i've broken my promise so the faith that my parents used to have in me is gradually fading away. i've promised not to run for council and get so tired at the end of the day, but in the end i still ran for it. and now, tears are my best friends.

chinese used to be my strongest subject, and i've got a C.

i used to be so confident in art, cuz i used to be really passionate about it, but now they're all used-to-bes. now i don't even have time to draw, don't even have time to drop down every inspiration that comes so rarely, everytime.

maybe it's just me.

maybe i just can't take up too many responsibilities.

wilson said: if you could do it in st nicks, why can't you in tj?

i've always been trying very hard to avoid this question but i've read yingteng's blog just now, and i really wonder where my smiles have gone to. not the crack jokes together with my friends and i laugh really hard that kind, but it's the kind of smile/laughter for example when i see foongshengqi trying very hard to learn the song that i've asked her to learn and in the end when she could sing everything in tune she seemed to be so proud of herself so i laughed at her that kind of laughter, the very genuine kind. not the laugh for the sake of laughing.

maybe whatever i've said above does not make sense, but whatever.

i could do it in st nicks, cuz

it's just st nicks. a place where i feel so comfortable in, a place where everything just seems so heartwarming, lovely, and nice.

ironic isn't it? i'm in the students' council of temasek junior college, and i don't seem to love the school.

like yingteng i'm gonna spend this time reminiscing, really.

sec one grace: i had dong for my first year in spore, so wasn't really scared. i remember dong and i wanted to have our own diaries, but dong didn't manage to keep it long enough (haha) but i'm still writing yknow. it's my fifth one already this year. knew foongshengqi cuz she was so loud and when we first checked the cca list she just came to me and said, 'eh yao bu yao yi qi qu cca, wo ye shi st johns de'. so yeap haha:) and samantha kwan! i still remember pan lao shi always said sam kwan and i lang bei wei jian in class cuz we kept talking, non stop and were always not listening during chinese lessons. end of the year we joined the drama competition and got second. i was the 'giant' bean stalk. haha.

sec two justice: chuayixin tanweiting happychun and i were always in the same group for everything. project work for senior citizens (which we changed the lyrics of one of the jay's songs, and i sang so loudly during the recording and they 'broadcasted' it during our presentation and it was so paiseh); the sanitary pads experiment and laurier is still the best; our rapping competition for racial harmony day. my most enjoyable year in st nicks. ooh must must mention this- i knew tanweiting in sec two when i was still having my poom-ed hair, and we knew each other through a bite-fight(like i accidentaly stuff my arm into her mouth and i started being very disgusted so i bit her back something like that). and games carnival! 2 justice got second in soccer cuz we lost to 2 diligence and it's because of one freakin' penalty kick!

sec three charity: had a combined talent time item with sec 2 charity that time (that was when i first met my mentee leeyongmei) and it was so paiseh until i don't feel like talking about it here:P

sec four charity: the formation of our class clique jtbw! and alot of class cheers popped up thanks to isabel limliyin jasape cherm. was the live radio for xiaode aka tan tixi for the whole year and spent the whole of 2007 sleeping during math and physics(except those when mr gan tried to perform MAGIC!) lessons. red house comm- scary sec ones being so enthu and kept bringing me alot of cans and bottles and aluminium foil for props making (i was really grateful okay, cuz we BUY everything in tj). and POP(passing out parade). i cried when i was singing yi ge xiang xia tian yi ge xiang qiu tian for squadmates. omg uber paiseh. my morning assembly duty class- one justice, very noisy and naughty and was always giving me troubles. haha but i enjoyed uniform check- cuz i was the one checking! oh and tanweiting's and my yinyuebiji! haha omg i miss it so so much! tanweiting and i really share the passion for writing (in chinese duhh) and it's really nice having someone who appreciates your writing so much. and of course can't forget crazy moments spent with dong nat sally and charlyne! and breakfast with daphne! haha mugging together, mad jack's, island creamery blah blah blah. never ending.

i really want to invent a time machine so that i'm forever stuck in those times. really.

and i just wanna go home. i just wanna meet my dad mum brother and grandma. i just want to.

xoxo,
qingning

away.

2008-11-10T06:45:00.000-08:00

STUDENT LEADERSHIP CONGRESS.

STUDENT LEADERSHIP CAMP.

BYE BYE YMCA CAMP CHALLENGE.

xoxo,
qingning (packing for camp)

到处奔波。

2008-11-09T08:44:00.000-08:00

this is the first chinese titled post for this blog. why dao chu ben bo it's because i've been running around the whole spore for the past few days, like really.

fri: went to school (bedok) in the morning for mass dance.
k with jtbw! in the afternoon/evening.

sat: tkd grading at eunos
went ecp to teach dong how to cycle
to yingteng's house at sengkang

sun: mediacorp in the morning (don't ask me why! oh, i never go join campus ah i tell you first.)
macs at kap (king albert's park which is at bukit timah)
to toa payoh for taekwondo showcase

haha. i lead such a busy life.

xxx

a picture with one of the korean taekwondo people! from korea you know! too bad we didn't get to collect the wood planks and let them sign, omg i didn't even think of it la, didn't know sporeans are that creative. and the only phrases that we could come out with were just annyeonghaseyo! and kamsahhamnida! yeap. and i swear we looked like some san ba ah ma in the market chionging to buy discount-ed potatoes. (erm why potatoes huh?)

more pictures at tkd showcase

okay i shall have a dream-list, yay!

dream 1(okay this is more like a to-do):
I WANT TO LEARN CONVERSATIONAL KOREAN!

yay yay yay i'm so going to learn after i graduate from jc. and really, i can't wait to graduate from jc. GET RID OF JC!!! i'm sorry for people who are really enjoying jc life, but for me jc life is so not enjoyable.

dream 2:
GET MYSELF MING XING(ARTIST) FRIENDS!

haha which is, someone and another someone go join project superstar next time and let me be your manager!!!

dream 3:
GRADUATE ASAP

like DEC 2009 can you just hurry up come???

dream 4:
GO NUS AND BE ROOMMATES WITH DONG (AND NAT IF SHE'S NOT GOING OVERSEAS) AGAIN!

xoxo,
qingning

6TH NOVEMBER 2008!!!

2008-11-08T07:39:00.000-08:00

wonderful online scrapbook for my 17th birthday cakes collection:) the cake at the bottom is supposed to be yuning's belgium-high-quality shit though. ahaha.

(my present for tanweiting:P painted all by myself leh! of course jtbw shared the cost)
TANWEITING BE PROUD OF ME. my da4 li3 is so much bigger than yours la. and yours is not even da4 li3. shall put it up together one day and let people compare and contrast. okay la okay la i know li qing qing yi zhong.

and shall help you publicize it here: TANWEITING'S BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 10TH OF NOV. (i didnt remember wrongly right?)

KBOX WITH JTBW! ON FRIDAY:) AND CAMWHORED ALL THE WAY:)
chern chose yuan dian and we tried making krys sing yuandian again(cuz she po yin the other time when she sang this HAHA!) but haha failed. ended with all the high songs like yu shou xiao jie by SHE and whoa this is the most imba one- ONE NIGHT IN BEIJING BY SHIN YUE TUAN. super out of tune. gosh.

IN THE TOILET. one of the more presentable ones:P

you get what i mean? hehe.

at marina bay.

went crazy.

erm. -_-.

in conclusion: i had a really wonderful birthday this year and(to jtbw!) although we've all gone to different schools but i'm so glad that we can still catch up and be so crazy like how we were during the secondary school time. (to squadmates) i'm also very glad that whenever i tried to organize squad outing yall will try your best to come. really very very grateful. we might not be able to have as many outings next year, but we'll make every outing our quality time together kay??? mu ji loves yall<3. (to classmates 33/08) yay i'm so glad that i'm in this class! all those crazy moments!

qingning's mood today: glad. :)

I LOVE MY FRIENDS:) XIE XIE NI MEN!

xoxo,
qingning

COUNTING DOWN...

2008-11-04T02:03:00.000-08:00

YAY i love this:) found it in my 2007 st nicks diary. and i shall take a picture of my 2008 one. compare and see cuz my 2008 one is really really very unfilled and empty.
so unlike qingning. but what to do. no time. plus it's not like jc life's very fun until i have alot of exciting things to write about. and no more sitting partners (tantixi simin and chern!) to sing to:( tantixi i bet you're very bored attending lessons right now cuz no live radio:(

motivation motivation! these small little quotes really motivated me to study for O levels okay. omg i really miss st nicks day. -sobs sobs-

qingning's 2008 december hols schedule. like shit can. it might look empty but it all falls under one category- orientation orientation orientation council council council.

and my wonderful lucky charm! glad to have found it (in the drain?!!!) and yeap shall treat it with tlc from now on.

and PEOPLE! MY BRITHDAY IS COMING IN 2 DAYS' TIME!!! CELEBRATE GOOD TIMES COME ON!

xoxo,
qingning

ps. omg training at eunos later.

the bah-yi steamboat day:)

2008-11-01T09:01:00.000-07:00

went to yunxi's house for Halloween party on friday and had steamboat. and it was really like omg okay. special thanks to yuning and his bah-yis.

okay cuz we really bought alot alot of food. we've got mushrooms, tofu, fish, chicken meat, alot (really alot!) of vege, crabmeat, kimchi, and alot(omg it's 4 packets X 20) of meatballs and fishballs. all yuning's fault cuz he was the one who claimed that 80 balls wouldnt be enough for 9 people but in the end we've got one whole pot of balls left. haha and really i should remember this day- my bottomless pit was overflooded with bah-yis(meatballs in hokkien). and celebrate it every year by eating until my max cap, like what my hungryfriend xiangying had said:P

okay after that i left early with yuning cuz both if us had to meet curfew. haha:) mine's hostel curfew but yunings was mum-curfew. haha.

and i sort of stunned when i saw this cuz it wasnt,

very right.

(look at the 'suo', hah! )

and weihui your long awaited photos- our china embassy and chaguan trip on wednesday:P

our family: (from the left) -si4 ma1(yingteng), da4 ye2(yuning), er4 nai3 (april), wu3 gu1 niang3(silvia), the humble me who luckily didn't get myself any nickname( all their names were given by me!!!), liu4 po2(kelmen), qi1 mei4(wenshin) and lastly our san1 gu1(weihui).

cll class:)

the big big vase!

haha us with peng laoshi:)

and after our chicken-rice-at-chinatown dinner we (kinda) celebrated my birthday(abit too early). and this- my birthday cake. omg ku xiao bu de.

p.s. more cha guan trip pictures!

xoxo,
qingning

atashin chi

2008-10-26T10:14:00.000-07:00

something to share:) it's my favourite cartoon! and it's where my an-ne-yo came from:P

xoxo,
qingning
(sendy and wenshin said that evan will buy me my jay chou's album for my birthday, but WHO THE HELL IS EVAN???)

crysixyears

2008-10-22T07:19:00.000-07:00

i lost my No.6 necklace(not the 6th necklace but the necklace with a 6), which is supposed to be my lucky charm, in school today.

damn it, where can it be?

okay i don't really feel like talking much, but i'm just uber sad and couldn't stop crying just now. the necklace is,

very special to me.

hope that i can still find it in school tomorrow.

crysixyears,
qingning

PW SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.

2008-10-20T06:36:00.000-07:00

I FORMALLY DECLARE MY HATRED FOR PROJECT WORK!

okay not because i have lousy groupmates, my groupmates are certainly nice and friendly and sweet and helpful although most of the time are a lil too crappy, but i just,

(can i really say it?)

cannot trust the erh-erm.

yea, dont know if you can get it or not but it's not very good to openly shoot someone down here la yes? especially that person is the one that you're suppose to respect.

but i'm so so frustrated with written report, I&R, oral presentation and all these shit.

when pw sucks, give it a lollipop.

i'll never ever get the point of having to do pw. i'd rather get dumped by 100 boyfriends consecutively.

xoxo,
qingning

-_- wee!

2008-10-19T05:33:00.002-07:00

went to singapore biennale 2008 with xiangying coco tanyin yingkai jasper sheng chuan(and sheng chuan's friend) yesterday, visited the one that southbeach and the one at old subordinate court, and saw alot alot of new media art, be it installation or video. pictures will be updated soon, cuz i'm feeling extremely lazy after one whole day of trying to think of idea for next year's coursework but the inspiration just refused to come, and at night my mind suddenly got bombarded by all the pw things that have to be done tomorrow.

the one at southbeach was, erm highly conceptual, erm i think all the works for this biennale are highly conceptual. not something that i'll do though, although i find most of them quite interesting. especially the one that the artist had made use of the structure of the new subordinate court to do something like aliens coming down from the big UFO and start to invade the buildings. again, pictures will be up soon so that yall can see, without trying very hard to comprehend what i'm trying to say here. the one at southbeach was not air-conditioned, so we all nearly melted under the hot sun, and unfortunately for me, when i tried to wipe my face with a sheet of watson tissue paper, the paper bits all got stuck on my face and xiangying was like,

whoa ni de lian sheng tissue ah? (whoa your face grows tissue ah?)

eew disgusting.

so yeap not much about the biennale, you must really go and see yourself then you'll realise how artsy fartsy the world is.

oh so after everything, xiangying yingkai tanyin and had dinner at bugis food junction and blah blah blah blah blah. and after that we walked around shopping, erm i mean window shopping and when we walked into this shop called E3m street guess what i saw???

wo men zhe yi jia family members!

yes! wo men zhe yi jia (atashin'n chi) is my favourite cartoon and i never knew that i could find their stuff in spore! so i saw mama's pouch and youzi's pouch and i didnt know which one to buy until tanyin was like, aiya mama more prominent la, buy mama!

oh before that i was complaining that i had no more money already and my birthday is coming soon so tanyin xiangying and yingkai were the one who bought the mama's pouch and gave it to me as my birthday present. erm and tanyin even passed me the receipt somemore.

so after that i suddenly had cravings for yami yogurt but sadly there isn't one at bugis junction. its okay you know, so after that (again) we went gramophone to find jay chou's new album and the guy said, it's sold out.

sadness began after i got my mama pouch present.

yingkai said it was fated that i didn;t get to eat my yami yogurt, and it was fated that jay chou's new album was sold out. and i bet it still is.

if i dont get it, my whole collection of jay's album will be gone okay.

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

COME TO ME! JAY CHOU'S NEW ALBUM!!!
(check out my brand new wishlist, eh? maybe tampines mall has it)

xoxo,
qingning

rant.

2008-10-19T05:33:00.001-07:00

wah lao.

2008-10-15T06:30:00.000-07:00

damn the person who threw away my bowl and chopsticks!!!

i'm so pissed kay, it's like i just washed it not long ago and put it on the drying rack in the pantry, and just now when i was looking for it cuz i wanted to eat my kimchi i realised both my chopsticks and bowl were gone!

you tell me how am i supposed to eat my kimchi without my chopsticks???

let me find out who that bitch is and i'll chop her arms off. okay i'm not so angry about the bowl cuz i remembered buying that from the one dollar shop but it's the chopsticks! it's the nicest pair of stainless steel chopsticks that i've ever seen and i guess they're not very cheap although i don't remember how much i bought it for, but still, i can't believe that there's such an evil person who dared to throw away such pretty pair of chopsticks!!!

okay maybe noone actually threw it away. but where the hell can it be???

and my bowl!!!

and i'm so sad that limminhuay and i can only meet for a while at hwachong year end dinner tomorrow cuz she'll be having cca(so she'll come late) and i'll have to leave early cuz it takes 1 hour to travel all the way from bukit timah to kallang and my hostel curfew is that freaking 10pm.

to-do list:
1. written report
2. op rehearsal
3. the buzz posters
4. ideas for a level coursework and small lil experiments
5. starve myself to save up money for j2 art notes- 56 bucks, crap.
6. start designing orientation tee
7. start brainstorming o night decor

and start killing myself.
why on earth do i bother?

xoxo,
qingning

random of the random.

2008-10-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

found pictures that are super cute and funny so decided to post them up:) my wonderful secondary school life:)

jaslin yip i seriously think that this layer cake dress can win project runway:P

nette yap's dog. yoshi if i didnt remember wrongly. where's noya?

clique year-book pose after one year:)

four charity oh-seven, the authentic ones.

to the very first singaporean friend i made in st johns, I LOVE YOU FOONGSHENGQI!

pipi's and my cupcake handmade by nette yap and jaslin yip.

okay this is the recent: (part of) farewell concert comm! and emcees jojo!

qingning- says:
thanks, but i think i'm stuck in the past.
anything but vodka; anyone but junxiang says:
get unstuck then:P

xoxo,

qingning

results.

2008-10-08T05:34:00.000-07:00

okay i guess i'm addicted to blogging again. but wont be too long though, have to do stamp design for fcc.

got (nearly) all exam scripts back today. still left with csc section c. am quite satisfied with my overall performance cuz have improved if not maintained my grades, for most of the subjects. but am afraid if my june common test will pull the average down:( although it's only 10% of everything but still.

i wonder how it feels like to have your scholarship withdrawn.

i think it'll feel like hell.

if you havent realised, we're near the end of our first year in jc already. how fast.

now i hope everything goes fine for farewell concert, written report, and oral presentation.

oh and i&r.

and i swear i'll push myself even harder next year,

i swear.

'i like the word evil. Scramble it a little, and you'll get vile and live. Good, on the other hand, is just a command to go do.'
- The Tenth Circle, Jodi Picoult.

xoxo,
qingning

-question of the day: should i go for YMCA Y Camp Challenge?-

did you know?

2008-10-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

tell your friends ten things about you that you think that they might not know.

1 laughsixyears came from my initials, LSY.
2 i like to bring my phone to the bathroom and listen to songs when i bathe.
3 i want to know how to speak at least 5 languages. (korean!!!)
4 i like Jang Geun Suk, the cute guy who acted as Hwang Jinyi's first love.
5 i don't draw animals. H2 art people are not geniuses. not me at least.
6 i tricked a friend, and until now he still doesn't know what's going on:P
7 my favourite website, currently, is mysoju.com
8 i write, chinese stories.
9 hmm, my brother's name is Lee Sheng Guang?
10 my birthday is coming:)))) 6th of november!

write ten names down

1 dong
2 nat
3 shuming
4 zhenqin
5 charlyne
6 mel
7 joshua
8 wenshin
9 sendy
10 boob

what's your relationship with 2?
TRIPLETS. the bestest buddy ever.

what kind of person do you think 5 is?
a girl who speaks louder than me, and who always asked me to help decorate her project cover pages, who liked to video down all my embarrassing moments, and still so cute:)

would you date 9?
OMG! eew the last thing to do on earth.

10 and 6, do they look good together?
haha apparently yes:) eh i don't mean anything kay!

how did you know 1?
roommates for 4 years:) and we had to support each other in the war with sunyuanmeng and lanqiumin. made us best friends:)

three words to describe 7.
emo, lame, but caring.

does 3 have any weird habit?
likes to play with my fan brush.

one similarity between you and 4.
we were both born in 1991.

one reason for you and 8 to have a great fight.
erm, religion matters? hah. but wont really happen. i'm a considerate girl and she's tolerant:) together we make the world a more peaceful place:)

i really want(and need) my average of Cs. please.

xoxo,
qingning

over, but more yet to come

2008-10-01T19:30:00.000-07:00

PROMO IS FINALLY OVER!

as in the written papers part. but not for coursework. i mean art coursework. still have to struggle for a few more days and really chiong prep work and final piece, and

i actually feel quite happy that our group was the first to present for op.

we weren't very prepared actually, but at least the video and skit that we've made and performed showed that we've AT LEAST out in some effort into preparing our op. i think it was okay overall, but maybe its because we had ms choo as our judge, if it was to be mr kwan,

i think we'll get SHOOT until it's like shit.

but yea, no more op until the next rehearsal, and coming up, EOM official submission on friday.

after EOM, it'll be submission of our art promo-coursework on monday.

i really have no time to breathe man. no time to breathe. but haha! i spend the whole of last night watching hana yori dango- the jap version of meteor garden. erm the guys are not shuai, as usual, so disappointing right. haha i think it's the curse of having the name F4. whoahahaha. i think even kenneth is better looking than that domyoji (the dao ming si guy) guy okay.

wilson commented: have you got no life.

haha i guess so.

but more outings coming up! MY DEAREST SQUADMATES! THIS IS A MSG TO ALL OF YOU TO KEEP YOUR SUNDAY 12 OCT 2008 FREE CUZ WE'LL BE HAVING SQUAD OUTING! ERM I DONT KNOW WHAT WE'LL DO ON THAT DAY, WHERE WE'LL MEET AND GO, WHAT TIME BALH BLAH BLAH BUT JUST KEEP THAT DAY FREE OKAY! DON'T TELL ME YOUR NCO NEVER BOOK YOU EARLIER!

haha time for me to zhan shi my NCO feng fan. whoahaha. see nette yap i even published our squad outing. be proud of me:)

and i really don't know about my average of Cs, cuz i think i've really screwed up my supposed-to-be best subject, CHINESE LANGUAGE AND LITERATURE.

kill me man, kill me.

and no one wants to watch hua pi with me:( sobs. i have no one to love and no one loves me:( sobs again.

xoxo,
qingning

PANDA-EYED MUGGERS.

2008-09-19T20:02:00.000-07:00

omg it's been YEARS since i last blogged. don't tell me i'm supposed to be studying now and why am i still crapping shit here cuz i'm actually downloading CSC notes so yea, SHUN BIAN blog something LA. omg this sounds so lian.

went to the airport to study with wenshin sendy mel felix yesterday, and had quite a fruitful revision session with mel and wenshin on econs:) cuz we realised we're not quiet muggers unlike the guys haha! so we've decided to talk and talk about econs, and by doing that, I WON'T FALL ASLEEP. YES. and i've bought packets of tissue papers:( having flu yo, and sorethroat. but i still bought black forest chocs. this is what we were saying:

DON'T KNOW HOW TO WRITE THE WORD 'DIE'.

haha super direct translation from the chinese phrase which is supposed to be the ORIGINAL one.

and after lunch, mel and i are going to mug at the airport AGAIN! ask me why, cuz the freakin' noises produced by all the construction work beside my hostel don't make the hostel a very conducive place to mug yo. NEGATIVE EXTERNALITIES FROM PRODUCTION WHOAHAHAHA. omg i'm going crazy.

and, I'M SO SO EXCITED FOR THE UPCOMING YEAR-END DINNER AT HWA CHONG! ME ISH DA HWA CHONG ALUMNI CAN??? HAHA CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT.(HAHA people esp erm PW AND FCC, so you know, I'VE BEEN BOOKED, 16 OCT. i'm sorry but wen shin is going too can't blame me eh? )

oh and charlyne if you are reading this, PREPARE MY OLD GIRLS TEES AND PREPARE TO GET YOUR MONEYYYY!

and i swear, triplets, after promos we're going to meet up so often that i wont cry whenever i talk about you two to my friends cuz i realised i miss yall too much.

YAY!

some random quiz i've done:) quite true though. i think.
Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. (haha erm i think this is quite true? yay it says i'm INTELLIGENT. does that mean that i'll still get my average of Cs?)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.(this person is so like what wen shin described when she was talking about my imaginary future husband)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.(TOTALLY AGREE! i mean, this should be something that everyone should be doing right? instead of jumping STRAIGHT into it. hmm.)

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. (haha, hope so!)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.(erm, its definitely not talking about maths. please.)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.(yay my advertising creative director!!!)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.(hmm, can be very discouraged sometimes when things don't go well. yup.)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.(hah! maybe thats the reason why i love shopping so much!)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.(this sounds so much better than what we call PMS. sorry la i'm always on HIGH. )

xoxo,
qingning

back.

2008-09-07T09:28:00.000-07:00

i'm back in spore:(

slap me back to reality please. i'm still in the omg-tomorrow-is-a-non-school-day-i'm-gonna-sleep-like-there's-no-tomorrow mood. yea it's already 0030 and i'm going to school in, erm, 5 hours' time.
...waiting for laundry...

yes i came back with DONG in first coach and the moment we reached spore immigration we sighed 'i don't wanna come back i don't wanna come back.' then we realised, it wasn't like this when it was last year, or two years ago or three years ago or four years ago. although we felt lazy and didn't-wanna-start-the-term whenever we came back from msia (it was NICE coach last time, with free lunch and most importantly, HEADSET for you to watch movies:) , unlike first coach that you'll have to BUY that freakin' headset for that bloody FIVE BUCKS if you wanna listen to what those actors in the movies are talking about; or bring your own headset). okay as i was saying, when it was a year/two years/three years ago, we were still quite 'happy', in the sense that we grumbled but we're not sad as in SAD whenever we were to come back from term holidays. we were just RELUCTANT, if i really have to describe the feeling. but whenever we stepped into our room at hwa chong boarding school, we ALWAYS have new stuff to share, like new gossips that we've heard from our mums, some goodies like cookies and biscuits(actually they were always from CHARLYNE haha) and in the end CHIONG-ED all the holiday homework that we were supposed to complete during the holidays. this year? hmm, dong and i had to part at the taxi stand outside novena square and had to go back to our OWN HOSTELS, IN SEPARATE CABS:(:(:(

another sad thing is that this year will be the first year that i'm not mugging for end-of-year with triplets, charlyne, daphne and all those scholars who liked to cook instant noodles and bring them into the air conditioned study room.

...still waiting for laundry...

okay at the mean time i shall start drawing my composition. and start missing my room in msia, my bed, our new bought very-wide-and-big-but-i-dunno-how-many-inches desktop, my bathroom, our tv, and argh damn-it alot of stuff.

i can't wait to go home again!

xoxo,
qingning

IT'S JUST TOO MUCH.

2008-09-01T02:25:00.000-07:00

OMG WHY AM I NOT STUDYING WHY AM I NOT STUDYING???

first i dont know where my baby(my dear canon digicam) is that's why the pictures taken on friday(teachers' day and going-back-to-stnicks day) are not up yet. second even if i've got my baby right now i didnt bring that freakin' usb cable back so it's impossible to transfer the pics into my comp cuz unfortunately as well my desktop doesn't have memory card reader:(

okay i admit everything you've read above definately does not mean a good start for a term holiday.

cuz i totally have no idea which subject which topic to start first. cuz there's a big big pile of notes on my bed. although i've sorted them out last night but still. i get notes of at least 3-5cm thick for each subject. i get headache whenever i look at them.

but leeqingning. staring at those notes and feel very sorry for yourself ain't going to bring you anywhere further than the first page of everything. so today i'm going to:

1. read up jackson pollock and make sure all his paintings get stuck in my head,
2. make notes on the topic YOUTH, and dig out more and more examples or whatever articles about it,
3. revise ECONS, starting from introduction and stop getting stuck at national economy,
4. finish that freakin' butterfly.
5. start coming up with composition ideas, if possible.

life will be so wonderful if this is the average amount of work i do everyday and if i really do get them done and in the end i'll get everything done. cuz, hmm let's quote some malay idioms,

sedikit sedikit lama lama menjadi bukit.

direct translation, bit by bit, in the end it becomes a hill. XD

okay gotta go and mug.

GO GO GO! JIA YOU EVERYBODY!!!

xoxo,
qingning

:(((((

2008-08-19T07:03:00.000-07:00

mel is in pain and i don't know how to help her:(

where is charlyne why you never pick up my call you idiot.

i have CLL test on cha guan scene two tomorrow.

i have the whole written report draft two to edit.

i have to meet our dearest discipline master Mr. Tong asap.

freakin' butterflies i just can't paint you well.

i miss triplets terribly although we just met up one or two weeks ago.

i am fatter than my mum.

i failed my econs market failure although mrs. chang said there's improvement and we didn't fail so badly.

i have friends around me who are unhappy.

i still owe people money. lotsa money.

my planner is filled with to-dos and there isn't any space for me to draw cute lil things.

I MISS CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS' SCHOOL FOUR CHARITY 2007 TRIPLETS JIETOUBAWANG! ST JOHNS AMBULANCE BRIGADE REDDDS RED HOUSE COMMITTEE PREFECTORIAL BOARD. ORANGE BOWL. QING DAN FAN WITH CHICKEN CHOP AND KANGKUNG. MUSHROOM CHEESE BREAD. VITASOY @ ONLY 50 CENTS. UNCLE MOBEEN'S ICED MILO. FAMILY LOUNGE. 4C CLASSROOM(S). MRS SHERWOOD. MR GERAINT WONG. MISS YEE. MR GAN. MRS GOH. MRS HOO. MRS FUNG!!!. MRS CHRISTINA TAN. MRS LIM. PRABS. MRS TAN MUI FONG. MR COLIN PHEE. MRS BRENDA TAN. ZHANG CHUNYU LAO SHI. MS ONG SHAN. BASKETBALL COURT. SPECS STAND. TRACK. PROPS MAKING AREA. 4C CLASSROOM BALCONY. STAFF ROOM. JTC. DTC. POP. EVERYTHING.

come back my wonderful days in st nicks.

xoxo,
qingning

* beyourselfday pictures:) http://s515.photobucket.com/albums/t351/cowsaysmoo_/be%20yourself%20day/

MIA

2008-08-17T09:34:00.001-07:00

hello world.

qingning is going to mia for a while cuz she has to settle down and get into the mugging-for-promos mood. she knows she has pictures to upload (taekwondo outing @ ecp!) and she promised to come back asap.

once i start posting stuff like muggers rock the world or something along that line, you know i'm in the mugging mood already.

ciao for now.

xoxo,
qingning!

to poonjinghan.

2008-08-11T10:53:00.000-07:00

(hey darling i've read your lj. like after ten thousand years cuz i finally got my password changed.)

no one can be replaced. you're not replaced. you have not been replaced. and you won't be replaced.(this reminds me of my used-to-be-fav-song irreplaceable. to the left to the left~) because sometimes when i'm alone (like now), and blog hopping as usual, will wonder,

have i disappeared in their lives.

but no. deep down in my heart i know that i have not been forgotten. it's just that,

we're all just moving on with our lives.

i might have mia-ed for quite sometime, and i'm truly sorry if i've neglected you, in any way, and have not been giving you the right amount of attention that you should get as one of my friends, in fact, one of my closer friends. cuz i just want you to know, i'm not superwoman. i am not able to take care of everything.

just remember, your name will still appear somewhere, sometimes, in my diary.

xoxo,
qingning

I MUST SHARE THIS!!!

2008-08-11T07:22:00.000-07:00

a convo between ck(omg jinghan get this right this is not the sensitive case ck) and i:)

Close your eyes and sleep says:
anyway thanks again sinyee!!

i'm freakin' sick of schoolwork. it takes away my beauty sleep. and revision time. says:
YOU'RE WELCOME EX BF AHAHAHAHA!

Close your eyes and sleep says:
haha

Close your eyes and sleep says:
so touched that you helped even though you dont love me anymore sniffs*

i'm freakin' sick of schoolwork. it takes away my beauty sleep. and revision time. says:
haha!

i'm freakin' sick of schoolwork. it takes away my beauty sleep. and revision time. says:
you're so humorous

i'm freakin' sick of schoolwork. it takes away my beauty sleep. and revision time. says:
i regretted dumping youuuuu

Close your eyes and sleep says:
awww dont worry

Close your eyes and sleep says:
many other fish in the pond

Close your eyes and sleep says:
go find them

Close your eyes and sleep says:
like victor =)

omg i think ex-bf is jealous of lao gong. HAHAHA.

i <3 taking pictures

2008-08-10T23:27:00.000-07:00

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION 080808!

me, wenshin

laughing partners!

haha kelmen was extra behind the av booth!!!

png our welco director:)

broom woman and dustpan lady= cleaning agency

fellow creative director felix ronaldo.

silvia yingteng and i:)

RUSHED TO PIPI'S HOUSE FOR THE WONDERFUL CHAOMIFEN AND ALL THE FOOD!
AND OF COURSE BEIJING OLYMPICS 2008 OPENING!

i love my squadmates:) and fooshuhying why did you go off so early:(

drool~

SUNDAY! STUDYING WITH LIMMINHUAY AT CITYHALL STARBUCKS:)
dongpinfang that retarded bitch had pw meeting that's why didn't come and join us:( but triplets had dinner together after that:D

limminhuay with my masterpiece:)))

erm. silence?

ooh ooh study hard. oh ya thats the origami shirt that i bought on saturday.

yeeks retarded bitch.

this is pretty bitch. whoahahaha. -crosses fingers-

vanilla frappe venti with whipped cream. added cinnamon powder too. yummy:P

dong came and joined us for dinner. another bitch haha.

monumints from new york!

cam whore for a lil while.

someone thought she looks cutexxxx in this picture worxxxx. hmm.

okay seems like this is never ending.

i really love going out. especially with close friends. and it still hurts when i have to part with triplets everytime at the bus stop, or mrt station. seems like i'm still not getting used to not seeing them everyday. aww.

leeqingning can't live without triplets:)

xoxo,
qingning

1リットルの涙

2008-08-09T11:07:00.000-07:00

“在决定放弃这些事物前，我至少要先流过一公升的眼泪。”
－－亚也 16岁
“将手放在胸口，感觉到扑通扑通的声音。心脏还在跳动，好开心。我。。。。。。还活着。”
－－亚也 17岁
“医生，我可以结婚吗？”
－－亚也 20岁

i couldn't stop crying when i was watching this show. kitou aya was really brave. she's my new idol. she found out that she's gotten this neuro...whatever disease when she was 15, and struggled for another 10 years, gradually losing the ability to walk, to write, to speak and even to eat. she died when she was 25.

are we too greedy to ask for more, when we're supposed to be grateful, because we're healthy, alive and kicking?

因为这世上有人会愿意用他们所拥有的一切，来交换能生存在这世上的日子，哪怕只有那么一天。

tonight, i have alot of things swimming in my head.

xoxo,
qingning

hard. tough.

2008-08-09T07:58:00.000-07:00

ever since i came to jc, i've realised that things are not that easy anymore. school syllabus for each subject is more difficult, social cycle has been more complicated, teachers are stricter(well, compared to st nicks teachers i'm sorry) and sometimes more mean:(, and basically everything, everything is so difficult.

i'm sorry but i kinda am starting to get very sick of jc life.

okay except for some parts of it. those times that i've spent with my friends, and during cca:)

leeqingning is getting very very terribly horribly vegetably tired.

updates: went to far east with wenshin today. bought an origami shirt for 40 bucks(but uber pretty) and some tribal looking earrings. didn't buy the dress which i thought i looked very nice in it:( cuz i can't think of any occasion that i can wear the dress for. but it's really pretty. actually i can wear it when i go to university. whoahaha zomg thats quite far. after that ps. marks and spencer chocolate chunks cereal. get 2 boxes and 20% discount as well. oyster mee sua and xxl chicken for dinner. yummy.

and i'm worried about something. too bad can't tell.

xoxo,
qingning

xoxo,
qingning

never-ending chores.

2008-08-04T08:45:00.000-07:00

did you know i love post-its? haha i like to write all the things that i need to get done on post-its and stick them all over my study desk and wall beside my bed. and believe me, now i have no more space for more post-its anymore.

lets list down all the things that i'll have to do:(

1. national day celebration decor plan for hall (by tuesday)
2. math tutorial 10 (tuesday)
3. econs case studies
4. econs essay questions
5. econs short answer questions 1-15 (tuesday)
6. csc 2 essays (okay chen lao shi said we should zi sheng zi mie)
7. art promos- first prep
8. current affairs quiz week5
9. buy crepe paper at parkway for hall decor
10. be-yourself day theme and publicity plan/proposal by thursday
11. more orientation themes
12. eom second draft
13. wr second draft

i've decided to do at least one drawing a day.
and how do you keep yourself awake after 12am?

i'll eat milk bread.
and be more sleepy.

suckass.

xoxo,
qingning

zomg

2008-08-02T09:16:00.001-07:00

i found strands and strands of hair on my pillow just now. and i think there's alot on the floor as well. i feel like i'm some cancer patient.

but it's okay, qingning is surviving. this retarded stressed-out period is like NOTHING man.

haha yea right.

one solution: hairfall control shampoo and conditioner.

zomg but i hate pantene. i love sunsilk:) haha didn't you know that sunsilk paid me to advertise for them. (haha so funny)

NO MORE HAIR LOSS I WANT!

xoxo,
qingning

digged-out memories

2008-07-31T08:10:00.000-07:00

haha suddenly found the box that i used to put pop presents. zomg and found out alot of things:) and secrets as well ahahaha.

presents and squad diary:)

first page of squad diary:) from your dearest nco 2007:)))

omg confession of the year.

this is retardedly ugly. yap chien yu must you choose such an unglam picture of mine?

more stuff!!!

this is happy's masterpiece. we're extraordinary. and we can bend very well, neng qu neng shen hahah:D

the back page of squad diary:)

and the end:)

-and i shall keep them all in a box, and they're mine forever. -

xoxo,
qingning

boob.

2008-07-30T10:56:00.000-07:00

BOOB. THANKS. it takes some time for me to recover, but i guess i'll learn how to accept it.

xoxo,
boob (not the one with mole:P)

2008-07-30T04:13:00.000-07:00

如果有一天你发觉你所做的一切都不会被谅解，也许这代表着，
你所做的一切不再有意义。

我再也不想虚伪的说我很坚强了。

太累了。

xoxo,
qingning

‘人生的得失不重要，最重要的是大家在一起。’ -斗牛要不要
i miss our hwa chong family very very much. i wanna go back.

there goes my big big money-saving plan

2008-07-29T01:04:00.000-07:00

hello world i'm literally lame now. sprained my ankle while playing basketball during pe lesson cuz we dont have to run 2.4 today. it wasn't yuning's fault la. he was just there to catch the ball and i accidentally tripped over his foot and i couldn't balance well on my right leg and thus i fell on my left. have not been very focused since monday. struggling with alof of school/non-school related matters:( thanks to mrs chang who drove me all the way from school to the sinseh. i promise to hand in my homework on time:P okay maybe i'll try. haha:P

a funny conversation between mrs chang and us(silvia wei hui and i):

me: oh no, i dont have enough money to pay the sinseh leh how?
mrs chang: aiyah, nevermind la i lend you first. zero interest.
me(to wei hui): maybe if the sinseh see me so poor thing, he might charge me at lower price. price discrimination hahah!

thats how you talk to an econs teacher:P

zomg the treatment was like hell i swear. the sinseh just pulled my ankle here and there and of course i was like yelling and screaming like there's no tomorrow. it hurt like anything can. it still hurts. and i've got 3 days of mc from the sinseh cuz i can barely walk:(

i think this time is much worse than the last few times.

introduce to you my ugly ankle and zomg, ugly toenails as well:(

and treatment+cab=25bucks+8bucks
= 33bucks

qingning has to starve herself even more from now on. she's living in GREAT poverty.
and wenshin i don't care if you tell him la, since i've posted about my bad bad ankle and the whole world will know by now.

xoxo,
qingning

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2008-07-27T09:52:00.000-07:00

i've decided to delete the zomg post in case people who are not supposed to see it see it so yea. wonder why i'm still online at this very hour (0054), i'm doing e-learning. when it's supposed to end 54 minutes ago. but yea. my life is that miserable.

what will happen if i just jump off the building and appear on the cover page of The Straits Times tomorrow.

zomg i can't. i have got tons kinds of food waiting for me to discover them.

and now, before i can continue eating like there's no tomorrow like how i used to last time, i'll have to starve myself and save money on my new subscribed singtel internet access. and pay all debts:( and get all money back:)

can i get help from microfinance. haha for those who watched video one for gp, you'll know what i'm talking about.

qingning is living in poverty.

pictures:)

2008-07-24T22:04:00.000-07:00

YAY BEDIVERE:) omg the contact list is not with me so i can't sent all the pics to yall!!! who has the contact list please let me know yo!!! your facil is desperate!

yay 'husband' is so macho haha:) protecting mei nv:P

hehe with april's friend, april and wen shin:) all indians eh?

boob was so sexy eh? hah we're just next to each other:) GO BOOB! YOU CAN DO IT! WE'LL SUPPORT EACH OTHER KAY???

esti and kamhei:)

zomg acting terrorist with kamhei and felix:)

after CLL lecture:) with zhuang zi:P

yay fellow creative director FELIX! haha whats with the pillow case on your head? whoahahah:P

and i'm now chionging e-learning and written report at weihui's house. hopefully we'll be productive today. alright alright go go go! I HATE E-LEARNING! cuz i've been stuck on the same page for the sixth time for integration. my life is so so miserable. but ms ng says, PERSEVERE! haha thanks ms ng!

i <3 命中注定我爱你！
阮经天！zomg he's damn hot. believe me.

xoxo,
qingning

yoz:)

2008-07-22T20:42:00.000-07:00

wow i'm in school doing e learning(so whats the point of having e learning right?) okay except for the fact that i can wake up much much later haha:)plus we'll having sc dialogue for jc2 and ta4 so must come to school yo:(

haha things to update:) went to montfort sec to help facilitate for this SHINE! project thing. yup was the facil for this group called BEDIVERE, with boob and yuxuan haha:) you know they only invited those sec1, 2, 3 kids and they're really cute:) i mean, not like 'they looked cute' but its like 'they behaved cutely'. haha:P so we kinda had fun playing with them, doing evaluation like 'what do you think about this game/debate/dance session?' and give feedbacks, thank certain people blah blah blah. this is so orientation i suddenly realised:P okay this reminds me that i'll have to send them those pictures that we've taken to them my fellow bedivere-ians whoahahaha:)

oh shit. this reminds me too, that i'm supposed to send feng rui the design of our clep shirt by 12pm!!!

oh shit oh shit. i didn't have the design in my comp! how how how.

sometimes i should have just killed myself man. my life is so so screwed up. okay i shall just go back early today and send her the design. really really. if not i'll be an asshole forever.

design for our web banner. felix helped alot too:)

DAD MUM BOYBOY COMING THIS SATURDAY! YAY!

omg i hate e learning. why can't matrix2 function a lil better???

xoxo,
qingning

not myself anymore

2008-07-18T08:09:00.001-07:00

sometimes i feel like i'm not behaving like myself. don't ask me why. cuz i won't know the answer anyway. i'm not stressed out by all the council work and studies and stuff(okay sometimes i do get stressed out by these kinda thing), and its not because i've fell in love with anyone that i'm feeling very troubled now, and its definitely not because i'm falling sick(okay maybe i am but this is not the point). but i'm just, tired.

very very tired.

mentally tired? maybe. its something that i can't really describe. but i'm sure that i've changed.

people change. some will change for the better, some will,

lose his/herself.

maybe i've lost myself, in some sense, i don't know where i'm standing right now. well, i don't feel 'solid' if you really want me to describe it. too many used-to-bes. too many memories. too many things to look after, to take care of.

omg they're killing me.

i used to be someone whos really happy deep down in her heart and is not afraid to show it whenever she feels angry/sad/annoyed/irritated. i used to be so so true to myself and didn't allow myself to do whatever that i didn't like. but,

everything has changed now. i know i shouldn't be living in the past and frankly i'm really contented with my life now, esp when i have wenshin jinghan chin mel sendy(omg sendy is in the list!!!) huimin jocelyn shuming brother and alot alot more around me, listening to/tolerating me whenever i feel like ranting/bitching about other people/being ultimately retarded and annoying. and i'm glad that i'm still able to take out some time talking to dong and limminhuay on the phone, msg each other, going out shopping at hula&co, or going k together. and my squadmates who are really really adorable and cute although we're truly a bunch of ah mas who only eat at tau huey shop/macs and nowhere else.

and my parents who are awesomely supportive and loving and caring:)

omg this has become some thank you post. gosh.

maybe i'm not alone after all. and i'm so not going to eat moisturizer like foongshengqi.

maybe its just something that i'll have to learn how to handle. studies, social circle and many other responsibilities. sometime later when i look back, i might find this post hilarious:P

but this is part and parcel of life, of growing up. i'm sad that i won't be able to hold on to some of my values and principles anymore, but at the same time, i'm glad that i might be able to learn alot more.

qingning is not emo. she's just reflecting:)

xoxo,
qingning

GIVE BLOOD. GIVE LIFE.

2008-07-17T01:56:00.000-07:00

YAY I'VE DONATED BLOOD FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!

haha actually the first nurse was trying to tell me that my veins are a lil too thin/small that i'm not really qualified as a blood donor but i just begged her to let me donate blood so yea, i donated blood after all. but the nurse said that i'll get bruise on my left arm so... but thanks to bao hui(fu) for getting some cream thingy for me to apply on my bruise.

(eh? i hear boob. okay she's awake now)

it wasn't really painful after all. but i've been 'poked' three times. no four times. cuz they couldn't find the correct place to poke the needle in at first. okay the first time was for the blood testing, to test if i have some HB virus thingy(haha the doctor had been trying to explain to me all those viruses and disease stuff but i'm not really interested so i wasn't really paying attention to him most of the time); second time was for the painkiller; third time to find the vein to poke that thick thick needle thing but didn't get the exact spot; forth time was the real thing. weihui and yuning was there to talk to me to divert my attention when the nurse was poking the thing in so actually i didn't really feel anything. but tiong wei said that the nurse just poked the thing in before the painkiller took effect. so it was like, ouch. scary sia.

before my briefing for video! revolution i just went to accompany bao hui to donate blood. there were still quite a number of people though it was already four something. saw val, xiangying, mian mian they all. wenshin and laughing partner donated blood as well haha:) i wonder where were all the guys man. see girls are more loving:)

alright so that's all for blood donation today. I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF:)))and i've got goodies bag from HSA yay:D i must donate more blood next time:)
(should have taken pictures like 贺军翔 in 换换爱 whoahahah)

xoxo,
qingning

i broke my arm:( and no more carrying-my-school-bag-prettily-on-my-right-shoulder:(

2008-07-16T17:59:00.000-07:00

okay no no i didn't actually BREAK it but i sprained it:( and unfortunately it's the right arm:( but yeah luckily i can still type and write and do everything except to carry my M&Ms sling bag on my right shoulder. omg and i nearly killed myself by lying on it accidentally when i was sleeping. didn't get to see doctor at parkway but i guess it'll recover by itself yea? but i hate not being able to carry my bag on my right shoulder! cuz carrying it on the left somehow hurts more than when i carry it on the right. okay not for now, cuz my right shoulder is more vulnerable eh? sendy said i'm injury prone-and i agree with him:P okay but it's not my fault that i have weak bones/muscles/whatever right. and i seriously need a triangular bandage(i used to have one/two for st johns, but apparently i've thrown it/them away. too bad), in case i injure my shoulder/arm/wherever again:P

and i'll be donating blood later!!! i hope that i'm eligible for blood donation, unlike SOMEONE who couldn't cuz she's LESS THAN 45 KG. whatever mann. then i'll save more lives:)))

haha and yesterday was racial harmony day! (almost) the whole 32nd dressed up in ethnic costumes and took lotsa pictures! fellow cd FELIX was super funny in that white costume with some bolster case thingy wrapped around his head. i think he was supposed to dress up as some Afghanistan person. haha:) and theen yew looked hilarious in that sunglasses (and i actually commented that he looked like Shah Rukh Khan, whoahahaha). was walking around in Wah Wah's punjabi and Kam Hei's heels and also attended a dialogue session with minister for education:) haha i was so impressed with myself that i didn't end up falling asleep during that dialogue session:P

and more pictures on racial harmony day i promise!

and i want to watch 命中注定我爱你！

to-do list:
1. EoM
2. print out orientation 2009 forms
3. prepare for briefing for Video! Revolution
4. prepare to donate blood:)
5. be nicer to jinghan and noffats and learn to appreciate her jokes
6. reply foongshengqi's msg
7. see doctor?

xoxo,
qingning

you're the empress.

2008-07-13T08:32:00.001-07:00

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

:):):)

2008-07-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

haha it came out to be that i didn't win anything in uob painting competition. but it's okay:) didn't really put in alot of effort, just chiong-ed through the piece so, haha:) was abit down when didn't get to receive the call from the organisation but, qingning did not really expect very much from her piece actually. but it was such a waste for jasper. his piece was awesome can. sigh. this is art.

yay finally can post the process here:))) okay i didn't take down every single stage but at least you know that i did not finish painting in one day(if i did i'll be an asshole). wakakaka.

yay this is the final piece:) i know you must be so proud of me triplets:) although i blurred your faces eh? :P

and limminhuay this is the pair of shoes that you've asked me to paint:) tell me they're pretty yay:)))

xoxo,
qingning

我在哪里

2008-07-13T07:49:00.000-07:00

闭上眼睛尝试不让自己哭泣
紧闭自己的内心
不让任何人来袭击
然而内心慢慢觉得麻痹
做任何事
都少了原有的热情

我是不是不再是我自己
回头看见是一片模糊不清的甜蜜

我在走着这一条路
幸福越来越不清楚
清楚的是那份孤独
以为自己曾经感到满足

我曾选择这一条路
怎么滋味越来越苦
不能回头的我已经陷入
那陌生的沼泽
在我的内心深处
我不愿
走入另一个假造的幸福

此刻的我
已经对现在感到麻木

黑与白色之间是灰色地带
我问自己
是否明白
明白自己为何会彷徨
然后没有目标的徘徊
没有快乐没有悲哀
翻开日记写下自己的无奈
天真地以为一切都会重来
结果全部都是虚假的面牌

我见过多少人
经历多少事
然而有一天我会成长
然后怀念以往的自己

xoxo,
qingning

noffats is so retarded.

2008-07-09T18:14:00.000-07:00

since jinghan is sitting beside me right now i shall dedicate a post for her and noffats. unfortunately, jinghan has been disturbing me with all those nonsensical conversations with noffats about the most retarded stuff on earth. i shan't tell you why but really they're very very retarded. i nearly fainted during econs lecture listening to her.

omg i can't believe that this entire post will be dedicated to jinghan and her noffats.

jinghan: HELLO QING QING !!!! I AM JEALOUS OF YOUR MAMA. SHE'S SO PRETTY AND HOT EVEN AFTER GIVING BIRTH TO YOU!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

retarded ass. who doesn't know that mama is you.

okay no more for jinghan and noffats:P

TANTIXI YOU MUST COME AND VISIT ME ONE DAY KAY??? COME WITH WEITING I'LL TREAT YALL TO TIAN TIAN MI MI (ask weiting it's an uber delicious drink:)))

DADDY AND MUMMY, tag my board when you're reading this kay? i know that yall are reading my blog la. it's like so so obvious. but i have nothing to hide weehee:)))yay i love you all<3<3<3

qingqing is a happy(though busy) girl now:) esp with jinghan beside me :))))(your head)

xoxo,
qingning

<3!

2008-07-07T23:58:00.000-07:00

things to update-_-
1. taekwondo bbq:)
2. k with jie tou ba wang!!!

but sadly didn't get to join brother, chin, mel, sendy, wen shin and nivia for birthday celebration at secret recipe:(

okay since i'm blogging during cll lesson i shall quote yuning's '我宁愿去种菜也不要上cll!'
yingteng is saying that she misses mrs sherwood's lessons.
actually i kinda miss the lessons too:(
okay qingning shall be contented with her life now and not live in the past:) had dinner at mos burger with tanweiting and started talking about st nicks. and realised that i've really changed alot. sometimes i actuallly regretted for talking so many responsibilities:( but 2 years of jc life should be quite short eh?

okay gotta write chinese essay already. ciao.

xoxo,
qingning

tagged:D

2008-07-05T19:49:00.000-07:00

okay tagged by mel long long time ago. the last post is kinda emo so i think i should post something nice to brighten up this place:)

What 5 things was I doing 10 years ago?
- doing sheng1 zi4 when having math lessons
- eating paddle pop everyday
- piano lessons:(
- going home at 12.30pm everyday
- learning canto from hongkong drama

5 things on my to-do list today
- pw
- posters for Video! Revolution
- csc groupwork
- gp pair work with wenshin
- be more happy:)

5 Snacks I enjoy
- hua hua bing
- ice cream(esp venezia's baskin31robbin's ben and jerry's and macflurry<3)
- kimchi:P
- dark chocolates:)
- cherry ripe!

5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire
- buy up all zara outlets possible
- buy my mum a robot to help her with all those retarded housework like mopping the floor and washing clothes (the robot must be waterproof then!)
- go for slimming and facial treatment EVERYDAY
- change my dad's entire wardrobe and fill it with lotsa ralph lauren polo tees:) and nautica socks
- sms like crazy:)

5 of my bad habits
- being very mean
- fall asleep when i'm supposed to be doing my work
- bathe in the middle of the night
- either being extremely crazy or extremely pms-ing. no balance.
- get frustrated easily

5 places I have lived
- jalan PJS 9/7
- jalan PJS 9/6 (the two places are quite far from each other though their names are different by only one number)
- Hwa Chong Institution Boarding School
- Dunman High School Hostel
- in my own world= day dreaming

5 jobs I've had
- slacker at my dad's office
- tee shirts packer(my dad owns a tee shirt office/factory) at home and didn't get paid
- xiao de's radio DJ
- project files decorator for charlyne
- 32nd students' council creative director:)

The people I tag -
1) limminhuay
2) foongshengqiolivia
3) nette yap
4) fooshuhying
5) happy!

xoxo,
qingning

happy? or not.

2008-07-05T19:22:00.000-07:00

yesterday wasn't a very smooth day for me. qingning was a happy girl a few days ago, but not for yesterday after 5 pm? hah.

the day started off with a very very nice breakfast at macs, with wan er shuhying nette debbie yurui hap xilei. had hotcakes and added butter like crazy. yea and went to school together for pop. took retarded lollipop pictures when the juniors were getting killed under the stupid hot sun (okay we nearly got killed too cuz standing under the shelter at the bball court didn't really make any difference). hahah foongshengqi came to join us later during the parade and claimed that she was hungry and asked when we're gonna have lunch when it was only like, 9am-_- pop was at the drama studio this time round. had tons of apple strudels and some orange juice as refreshments. and hotcakes(again!) too. but without the syrup. so foongshengqi very disgustingly used two hotcakes to spread the butter on each other. how retarded can it be. sang some songs and the juniors went to play qing fei de yi and made all of us feel like watching meteor garden 1 again.

so after pop we went to look for meteor garden 1 but sadly the shop don'thave it anymore:(

so after that shuh foong nette and i had yoshinoya at bishan while waiting for debbieto get her meteor garden 1 vcds. chiong-ed to orchard borders to get presentsfor joshua and chern. shuh has gotten something for her friend too:)then three of them went off to nette's house to watch mg1 and i went back to hostel:(

chiong-ed ivan's shawn's and beatrice's presents in 1 hour's time and left hostel at 5pm to go for jts at cheryl's house which is just opp simei mrt.

so my miserable day started off by me getting onto the bus 12 and i asked this guy who was sitting beside me if 12 goes all the way to simei mrt. he enthusiastically said YES! YESS! and i thought that since he was so confident that 12 goes to simei mrt so i didn't get down at tj to transfer to 38. so i waited and waited and apparently 12 didn't pass by anywhere that looks like an mrt station. so yeap i went to the bus driver and ask, does this bus go to simei mrt. the uncle kept saying wait, wait until the bus stopped when the light was red and said, no it doesn't go to simei.

okay crap. so i asked, how?

it was a uber retarded question to ask but the driver gave me a more retarded answer.

get down and hop onto a cab.

okay i took the advice and alighted. but after the bus left then i realised that i left ivan's shawn's and beatrice's presents in the bus!!! so i quickly flagged for a cab and chased after that retarded 12. so i just dumped this 10 dollars note to the cab driver when the fare was only around 8. so i boarded the bus again, and the uncle was like,

whoa it's you again!(you have a problem with that?)

so yeap i took my stuff and the uncle suddenly suggested something,

why not you take this bus to pasir ris interchange which is quite near from here and take mrt to simei.

gosh why didn't you tell me earlier. i just spent 10 bucks following 12 around tampines area.

yeap and i safely arrived at cheryl's house and jts started.

jts was kinda fun at first. we ate, talked, played games until someone called and kinda spoiled the fun. don't really feel like talking about it here but really, because of that someone i didn't get to enjoy jts like all other people. BOOB and PNG have really put in alot of effort so i feel kinda guilty
for not being in the room and play along most of the time.

this is my first and only jts as a junior in tj and i didn't get to enjoy it. not because it wasn't fun, but it was really my own problem.

BOOB and PNG, THANKS AND GOOD JOB! when you see people laughing around so happily you should know that your effort didn't go to waste.

so, we left at around 10pm to simei mrt, took to bedok, and boarded 196. fell asleep in the bus cuz was really really tired. but unfortunately we didn't get to reach on time when our curfew was 11pm(actually it was only around 11.10???)and our hostel mentor was damn pissed with us that we'll have to write an apology letter and hand it in to her. omg i thought my day was bad enough, really. cuz only wen shin's and my names were highlighted on the namelist while mel's and nivia's were not. because we're not under the same hostel mentor you see. we've got a paranoid one.

i really missed those times when i don't have to worry about this kinda stuff. now-responsibilities overload.

xoxo,
qingning

I AM HAPPY.

2008-07-02T09:34:00.000-07:00

YAY QINGNING IS A HAPPY GIRL:DDD

because she's finished her painting today (!!!) and she's passed her CLL. whoahahaha:) i really want to show off kay but i realised it won't be very nice:S i'm striving to be nice girl remember? but i guess my econs is hopeless already. and my art written paper as well. gosh i won't be happy anymore thinking about all these stuff.

kennethpang was uber retarded on the phone.

kp: eh do you think i should break up with min xuan?
me: WHAT?! are you crazy? you two just got together like, less than two months ago??
kp: so?
me: go and eat shit.
kp: you're so mean.
me: who's the one???
kp: okay maybe i should not break up with her.
me: why did you think of breaking up in the first place idiot?
kp: for fun.
me: ohmygod i should just hang up on you.
kp: you won't dare to.
me: huh, who knows?
kp: i know.

dooooo......
(phone rang again)

kp: WEI!
me: HAHA! you see!
kp: fine.
me: hey i've got proposals to rush. can't talk to you anymore.
kp: what proposals? stop trying to act pro.
me: NO. they're SC proposals. the real pro.
kp: shut up. kay i gotta go, min xuan's sent a msg.
me: what what what?
kp: dont tell you. (damn childish can)
me: not like i'm very interested also. BYEEEEEE.
kp: hah zai jian.

kennethpang sounds very idiotic whenever he tries to speak chinese. try harder pang.

and YAY! we've finished the jts presents!!! haha AUDREY shall be my laughing partner from now on. WE'LL LAUGH UNTIL THE SKY FALLS. WEEHEE:) cuz theen yew was so funny and i couldn't stop laughing at EVERYTHING that he said so i couldn't really control my hand until some of the designs went crooked whoahaha. everyone says i have horrible laughter. i don't have okay. my laughter is cool. and loud and distinct.

CHERN KRYS CHAR TANWEITING. I MUST K WITH YOU ALL. MUST.

i should just stop doing the publicity proposal and go to bathe and then sleep. i love to bathe in the middle of the night nowadays. no one will snatch the toilet away from me:P

National Day Committee rocks.
qingning is 1/2 tired 1/2 happy now.

xoxo,
qingning

rush rush rush

2008-07-01T07:00:00.000-07:00

today was X(. i just died from painting my UOB painting. but oh me gosh it's almost done! just have to finish up the background, paint the lines NEATLY and do a lil bit of touching up, then TADA! no more UOB in my life:) actually it isn't that bad, to be honest. I LOVE PAINTING. but. ahem. not the part where we have to stay in school to chiong all the way from after school to 8pm and the security guard will be damn pissed off with us. why must they make my life more miserable as if it's not already miserable enough.

actually i was kinda emo today after getting my math paper back. i felt like, i'm the worst scholar ever. but considering the fact that i didn't even bother to touch that freaking ten years series and math notes and tutorials, getting a subpass is already fair enough. same for csc. but csc was better than math. I LOVE CSC.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUDREY:) today was an AUDREY DAY so we sang birthday song early in the morning before assembly:) i missed singing birthday songs in the st nicks way. aww.

and gosh gosh gosh. no one can hate pw more than i do. i swear. okay talking about hating stuff/people leeqingning shall strive to be a nicer girl from now on. QINGNING DOES NOT HATE ANYONE. not even SOAP. qingning just DISLIKES SOAP. and SENDY i'll only tell you why i dislike him after jts NEXT YEAR. so stop asking me everytime you see me. MY LIPS ARE SEALED.

victor i can only play the song with you if you provide me with the music scores:) sorry la i don't having uber good memory.

more things coming up this week.
- POP on saturday morning
- JTS on saturday night
- jogging with wenshin and theen yew on sunday morning
- TKD bbq on sunday evening
- dinner with J H W N M B P (whoahaha those are initials dude! guess who they are if you're really that bored) on monday

my wallet is getting thinner and thinner. malnutrition eh.

xoxo,
qingning

I LOVE MY SQUADMATES :)))

2008-06-29T18:35:00.000-07:00

YAY! i'm so so glad that we had dinner together at tau huey!!! haha YES FOONGSHENGQI, JASYIP, LYNETTE, WAN ER, DEBBIE, XI LEI, HUI YING, SHUH YING, HAPPY AND I went back to ST NICKS for cca:))) and ate cups of instant noodles and tau huey and fries and ice cream for dinner:))) met HARK HUI WEITING and WEI EN too and played bball. oh ya and met wanying too:) i sort of screamed so this girl in the toilet just stared at me like, what the hell are you screaming for? but who cares??? I LOVE SCREAMING. and YES HARK I HEARD YOUR LOUD SHOUTING OF QINGQING ALREADY.

okay cant believe that i'm still in school now. 7.35pm. must go back real soon if not we'll get locked in the school.

AND I'M A HAPPY GIRL NOW. went K with DONG and my life is complete:)))

xoxo,
qingning

tagged:)))

2008-06-26T06:07:00.000-07:00

tagged by mel's friend? (does it count?). apparently she's got GREAT passion for colours:P

1. Six People to Tag. The victims are
i found this on mel's friend's blog. so okay i just randomly want to do this:)

2. Six Things I'm Passionate About
eating
talking (both crap and SERIOUS STUFF)
sleeping
ART (oh no. not the written paper though)
writing in my journal(!!!)
watching korean drama

3. Six Things I Say Too Often
i was like...
suck ass/shit (used to)
KNS! (used to)
oh mee goshhhhhh.
it's okay.... (something very sarcastic)... it's okay.
-squeal at very high pitch-

4. Six Books I've Read Recently
cha guan (a book tested in cll common test, okay don't ask anymoreeeeee)
all about art (my self-collated notebook for art)
i magazine
broader perspectives
time
maths ten year series:P

5. Six Songs I can Listen to Again and Again
chuan shuo- lin you jia and liu liyang
irreplaceable -beyonce
won't go home without you- maroon 5
gemilang - jaclyn victor
wo bu pei - jay chou
bei pan - gary cao

6. Six Things I Learnt in the Past Year
that clearing up my room sucks
more about Singapore (social studies whoahahaha)
how to sleep in class without getting caught
wilson ng is irritating
i need to go on a diet
not to talk when i'm doing facial mask

(okay added one myself)7. Six types of food that i like
hua hua bing (the small small biscuits with different coloured icing on top.it's addictive okay.)
jelly beans!
GUAVA!!! (okay it's a type of fruit but who cares???)
prawn meeeeee
ICE CREAM. I LOVE ICE CREAM. I LOVE ICE CREAM. I LOVE ICE CREAM.
CHOCOLATES. I LOVE CHOCOLATES TOO:)))))

xoxo,
qingning

<3

2008-06-24T19:20:00.000-07:00

my legs got so numb when i woke up this morning and i nearly died walking to wenshin's room to pass her mel's tie. i think i might be dying soon.

okay maybe i just slept in the wrong position.

thanks ck my ex-bf(whoahaha internal joke and did you receive my mag???) and PNG and wen shin and mel for all the get-well-soon msges.

BROTHER LEE AND KENNETH PANG! HAVE YOU ALL DISAPPEARED? it's been a long time since we last chatted. brother now your heart's only got my sister-in-law. not fairrrrr.

xoxo,
qingning

rahh.

2008-06-24T07:48:00.000-07:00

opportunity cost between blogging and studying.

i've decided to come back(again) and am desperately trying to find a way to destress. one way is to call DONG and tell her i love her. HAHAHA. and i desperately want to watch DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES SEASON 4. what's wrong with the world man i hate exams. i'm so going to borrow and download lots and lots of drama series and start living in my own world. see things will be so so different after jcts. qingning will be able to do alot of things after jcts. yay:)))

i write lyrics in my student's diary when i'm bored. but hey this is my new favourite song!!! check it out:)) and my chinese handwriting sucks.

yay i'm done with one stack of econs notes. go oligopoly!!!

FOUR more papers to go. econs on wed, cll on thurs, math and art on fri. tell me the easiest way to kill myself.

and meet tanweiting my cliquemate:) she looks hilarious on webcam but i still love her:)))

i've decided to wake up early tomorrow and stand infront of everyone with my council nametag and sing college anthem OUT LOUD. so ciao.

(can't wait for sundayyyyy. when i'm gonna meet my lovers-- DONG AND NATLIMMINHUAY)

xoxo,
qingning

yongmei:)))

2008-06-23T08:39:00.001-07:00

okay this is a promise that i cannot break. so people i'm back again. but i promise to continue hibernating after this:)

LEE YONG MEI HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAYYYYYY!!!
YOU KNOW YOUR MENTOR ALWAYS LOVES YOU. ALTHOUGH YOU ALWAYS DUMP HER AT ONE CORNER AND GO LOVE YOUR WIFEY.

BUT YOUR MENTOR STILL LOVES YOU DEEP DOWN IN HER HEART:)

haha too bad you will soon be only 5 stops away from meeee:P whoahahaha:) must study uber hard okay. and really be one of the smart-asses out there. and you'll get alot of admirers haha:) (okay those admirers must be really blind then) whoahahaa:P but also cannot over-stress yourself kay. if not mentor will xin tong. ooooh. eat bananas so that you can shit all the rubbish out of your body and stuff more knowledge in. haha that was what my grandma said. why not give it a try. weehee:)

and LEE YONG MEI IS THE CUTEST MENTEE IN THE WORLD EVER.

i bet you're feeling damn ego right now i shan't say anymore.

QINGNING <3>

your most lovable mentor,
qingning

foongshengqi:) my soulmate:)))

2008-06-23T08:21:00.001-07:00

this is purely for entertainment. a random msn conversation between my soulmate foongshengqi and i. whoahahaha. i love foongshengqi.

crack it up and put them down says:
nope i do not have a webbie cam

You have invited crack it up and put them down to start viewing webcam. Please wait for a response or Cancel (Alt+Q) the pending invitation.

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
then see my pretty face

crack it up and put them down has accepted your invitation to start viewing webcam.

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
hey foong sheng qi do you miss me???

crack it up and put them down says:
OMG

crack it up and put them down says:
XIA SI REN LE

crack it up and put them down says:
YAO GUAI!

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
wah lao

You have stopped viewing webcam with crack it up and put them down.

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
eh why lag

crack it up and put them down says:
how come ur face cannot move?

You have invited crack it up and put them down to start viewing webcam. Please wait for a response or Cancel (Alt+Q) the pending invitation.

crack it up and put them down has accepted your invitation to start viewing webcam.

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
yoo!!!

crack it up and put them down says:
wait

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
what yao guai lo

crack it up and put them down says:
cannot see yet

crack it up and put them down says:
YOU LAI LE

crack it up and put them down says:
got sound one or not huh?

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
i think i become fatter already

crack it up and put them down says:
i don on speakers one

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
dont have mic

crack it up and put them down says:
hmmm orh ok lor

crack it up and put them down says:
orh

crack it up and put them down says:
SI FEI ZHU CHOU BA GUAI

crack it up and put them down says:
OMG

crack it up and put them down says:
TRANSVESTITE

crack it up and put them down says:
GOSH

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
qu si ba

crack it up and put them down says:
IN THE NAME OF THE FATHER AND OF THE SON AND OF THE HOLY SPIRIT AMEN

crack it up and put them down says:
WO HAI NIAN QING

crack it up and put them down says:
everything like slow motion one leh

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
eh not fair i cannot see you

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
cuz your comp lag

crack it up and put them down says:
no need to see me

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
i webcam with tanweiting also never like that

crack it up and put them down says:
i very ugly now

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
why

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
ohhh

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
have you seen my tag

crack it up and put them down says:
orh ok i go see now

You have stopped viewing webcam with crack it up and put them down.

crack it up and put them down says:
hey

crack it up and put them down says:
zhu tou qi jia le ah?

crack it up and put them down says:
how come now never put ready?

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
yea qi jia le

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
very zhen gui

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
cannot anyhow put

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
very lag la very fan

crack it up and put them down says:
orh

crack it up and put them down says:
how come no dedication on ur blog to me HUR

crack it up and put them down says:
QIAN DA AH

crack it up and put them down says:
omg

crack it up and put them down says:
i super bao li nowadays

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
haha

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
thats why so ugly now

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
shang hen lei lei

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
your birthday over already

crack it up and put them down says:
huh?

crack it up and put them down says:
oh ok

crack it up and put them down says:
u realy so slow i forgot wat i said mans

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
you talk so fast i cannot catch

crack it up and put them down says:
u lag la

crack it up and put them down says:
wat exam do u have tml huh

crack it up and put them down says:
i having chem

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
csc

sinyee. I LOVE TO SEE TANWEITING ON WEBCAM!!! says:
h1

foongshengqi we'll have dinner together soon! wo ai si ni le:)))) and tanweiting its not that i'm neglecting you but i'll blog about you soon. with the pictures i've taken when you're on webcam ahahaha!

xoxo,
qingning

charlyne.

2008-06-19T09:38:00.000-07:00

okay one last time before i go hibernate from blogging.

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO MY FAVOURITE JUNIOR CHARLYNE COURTNEY LAI LI-ANNE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! see i'm so so nice cuz i should be studying now for my midyears but i'm doing all these for you my dear! you wont be able to imgine how much i miss you. i've got presents for you from new york (yeah i went to new york in case you didnt read my past entries, for art programme trip)!!! and must jia you jia you for o levels!!! (stupid girl i know you all dont have pae anymore so can heck care prelims eh?) and get into the jc that you've always wanted to get into, vj? if i'm not wrong. and have you been missing me these days? you must kay. cuz i miss you ALOT ALOT ALOT. and now that you're 16 already, must miss me even more (it's abit linkless but who cares?).

i want to go back one day and we can sit down and eat orange bowl together.

bytheway have you all stepped down from your ccas? oh my now it's your turn:P

I <3 CHARLYNE I <3 CHARLYNE I <3 CHARLYNE. get into vj so that we can be only 5 bus stops away from each other!! (or if you love me so much can come tj also, keeekeeekeee:P)

your fav senior,
LEEQINGNING! (you know i'm called sinyee here. sinyee, qingning, sha sha fen bu qing chu)

going into the world of muggers.

2008-06-19T07:21:00.000-07:00

okay peeps i know i'm blogging excessively(not my fault okay cuz i'm so sick of studying right now that the only thing that i can do is to blog and rant and blog and rant) but now that i realized if i don't control myself i'll just flunk my jct and people you all will not be able to see me for the rest of your jc life anymore. so leesinyee aka leeqingning will just disappear for sometime and she'll save herself from having to meet some MOE counselors or Ms Nor(!!!) by finishing her jct painting and art and econs and cll notes.

no more blogging until 3+5 days later.

and no more talking-on-the-phone-for-god-knows-how-long and no more sms chat. leeqingning you definitely can do it.

oh and now council room is officially my new favourite place. okay my locker is one thing, and another thing- studying in the room is, kinda fun. cuz today we (audrey sendy wenshin theenyew and i) sort of studied in the room for quite sometime (until 7!!!). okay although i ended up blogging (see the previous entries i posted them ALL TODAY) but i promise to mug really hard tomorrow (we're going back again!). and red ruby for dinner again, i swear. and i'll also not go around and keh-poh other blogs cuz if i do that i might as well blog something here right?

okay i don't think i'm making any sense here. but the conclusion is:
BLOGS ARE OUT OF MY LIFE TILL JCT IS OVER.

and one last thing: i need to exercise and get rid of all the fats that i've invited into my body during the hols. and it's so not fair that theenyew can lose 9kg and why can't i.

we won't want to be horizontally gifted and vertically challenged (quote sendy the mean-nie).

xoxo,
qingning

sudden emo.

2008-06-19T01:59:00.000-07:00

an excerpt from limminhuay's blog:

'I miss you, my triplets.
I miss the times we would mug together before Olevels, how we would joke about the silliest things imaginable, how we would make fun of nothing at all, how we just enjoy the simple company of each other, how we can be so truthful about anything under the sun with each other, how things are just so easy and straightforward with you two, no roundabouts, no hesitations, no secrets.
This bond is unbreakable, harder than any bond we study in chemistry, more precious than jewels, absolutely priceless.
Outing after midyears, i say!!!
After all, coolio leeqing has presents for us from US and i have presents for you two from AUST. It s a WIN WIN in ALL aspects thing!
<3'

argh. what do i have to say. i just miss them so so much.
51 things that i miss about hcibs:
1. Limminhuay's bed being carried all the way from B3L/01 to B3L/06.
2. watching huan huan ai with limminhuay was such a chore because someone just WONT skip.
3. watching 周日八点党 and 我猜 together and idolize 吴宗宪 together.
4. beatboxing, or LEARNING how to beatbox in the room.
5. singing my favourite songs out loud in the room.
6. waiting for triplets to go home together everyday after school and drink pao-s together. oreo crush was our favs.
7. bitching in the dining hall during dinner time. or after dinner time. or. okay 24/7.
8. studying together under hall b.
9. cao-ing magazines at the recycling bin and recycling textbooks and roughpapers.
10. doing laun-laun together every weekend. after that fold clothes while watching 周日八点党。
11. practicing math questions together. ms kwee. always a great help.
12. having yogurt for my birthday although we were supposed to have some olevel exams the next day.
13. duet-ing 珊瑚海 with dong. and recording it down.
14. limminhuay's TEMPERATURE. I WANNA LOVE YOU. 我怀念的。
15. writing lotsa stories and let dong and charlyne and sally read. and write more.
16. daphne coming to our room every sat/sun morning to wake us up for breakfast.
17. showing off new clothes.
18. dong going around and 照ing every mirror possible.
19. dinner together. multiple servings for our favourite barley.
20. chap teh in the room. a very good exercise.
21. singing in the toilet.
22. dong forgetting her towel. had to lend her everytime.
23. limminhuay's therma-therma (is it spelled correctly?)
24. sing first la. bathe first la. eat first la.
25. our bao song.
26. charlyne tried to teach us taekwondo but... (eh but now my standard got improve eh?)
27. haha. breakdancing(sort of) with charlyne.
28. sally insisting that she's fat. 一定是上天派下来刺激我的。
29. cooking pasta together.
30. going to coro together.
31. island creamery. mad jack.
32. cycling and roller blading at ecp.
33. prata for dinner. and limminhuay's future husband. whoahaha.
34. snatching bathrooms.
35. going over to limminhuay's side to bathe. dont know why. maybe the water was stronger.
36. dong being unsatisfied with her bed and ended up sleeping on mine.
37. writing jia you letters for each other. and pasting jia you paper slips on our small small notice boards.
38. watching movies together. and lights all switched off. must have 气氛。
39. nak2 and one-girl (dong, remember?)
40. disgusting pantry but the lighting very good. everytime cam whore there.
41. doing stupid things and being videoed down in charlyne's phone.
42. charlyne's alarm tone. the only alarm that could wake us up.
43. doing art stuff for charlyne's projects or homework.
44. ms kwee always caught us talking when we were supposed to be studying.
45. my pinafore kena stolen :0 by my secret admirer.
46. going to eh-eh's shop (aka blue tea) after study time.
47. jogging at hwa chong's track.
48. 池畔酒楼's sambal fried rice. (lotsa chili and ketchup sauce!)
49. ISS- a very big part of our lives.
50. really have to thank sun yuan meng and lan qiu ming for making dong and i such good friends. and thank God for bring limminhuay in after that.
51. oh ya the guard-guard who promised us teh tarik.

and now so many things to catch up with, and yet so many things to remember and recall. i'm tied down by memories. but i'm willing to be tied down. cuz they're memories that i won't ever want to lose in my life.

xoxo,
qingning

play shop eat play shop eat

2008-06-18T18:42:00.000-07:00

back!

2008-06-11T19:16:00.000-07:00

hello!

it's been an awesome 10-days trip to new york and we've had lotsa fun taking turns to be navigators, preparing breakfasts, walking from 9am in the morning all the way till 10pm at night, and SHOPPING AT WOODBURY!!
okay bits and pieces of the trip:)))

spore time: 0840 thursday 29052008
was on the plane waiting for them to serve breakfast. before going into the departure hall onghuimin came to song4 xing2 cuz it was of great coincidence that her brother was back from some china trip on this day as well. sat with aurial and xiangying. was terribly tired although had been sleeping for the past 8 hours.

german time: 0800 thursday 29052008
in frankfurt waiting to board the plane to j.f.kennedy.

ny time: 0945 thursday 29052008
30 more minutes to landing:)))

ny time: 0310 saturday 31052008 hostelling international- new york. room 205
went to metropolitan art museum which was pretty cool cuz they have most of the art pieces there, paintings and sculptures blah blah blah. came back from the musuem feeling terribly tired (jet lag i guess) so we all basically slept at 7pm and woke up at 5am the next day(which was friday) and had breakfast prepared by rimiko ziqi yingkai and tan yin. it was considered wonderful already since it was our first time preparing breakfast in new york haha. had hashbrowns, toasts, fried ham (marc insisted on having ham again for the next breakfast because it was fabulous:)))) sausages which we called saltsticks because their high salt content, and not forgetting the scrambled egg prepared by the egg scrambler ying kai:) and milk, orange juice and choco drink, making the first-day breakfast a total wow.
so after breakfast we proceeded to pratt institute which is this college/uni in new york city, and basically this guy who was the ex-student of the institute bought us around the institute and also the amazing dorms that have their own microwave and refridgerators. and they've got SQUIRRELS running around in the campus which was such an adorable scene to imagine but heard that squirrels are pretty fierce so... yup and we took subways and buses to travel around from broadway to brooklyn to times square blah blah blah. oh we must not forget UNION SQUARE cuz there is forever 21 and DSW and strawberry so we shopped like crazy since it was really our first time there haha:) F21 there isn't like F21 here cuz F21 here eats up your money like crazy but it only costs you 12.99 USD for a pair of jeans at F21 there. so haha we had a wonderful time shopping there:) oh and we were supposed to go to the empire state building but apparently we fell asleep when we were supposed to be only resting:P so haha maybe some other day?

ny time: 2330 sunday 01062008
okay not because i'm lazy but i really have to start studying for jct so cant continue typing anymore but i'll just summarise everything here yea.
day3 :
1. MoMA (museum of modern art)
2. St, Patrick's church
3. Rockefeller- candies stores
4. victoria's secret
5. Forever 21 (not the union square one, but the third ave one)
6. Macy's
7. Empire State Building

it was really wonderful going up to the 86th floor of the building because we could really see the whole new york city, with its roads parallel or perpendicular to each other so that the whole city looks like grid squares when you look down from the Empire State building.

day4:
1. Metropolitan again (we saw Chuck Close's works!)
2.Little Italy
3.Chinatown

haha and we saw signs like 'don't even THINK of parking here'. funny or what.

day5:
1.sightseeing at lower Manhattan
2.Statue of Liberty!!!unglam pictures:P AURIAL!!! haha:)
3. MTV store and acted as keh-leh-feh for the tv premiere of LEGALLY BLONDE: in search for ELLE WOODS
4. Lincoln Centre
5. American Ballet Theatre: Swan Lake

Swan Lake was awesome!!! it was like WOW cuz it was so unbelievable that all the ballet dancers would just dance on the tip of their toes for like 1 plus, 2 hours. not forgetting the guy who kept shouting BRAVO! which was so annoying when we were trying to concentrate on the performance.

day 6:
1. UN headquaters
2. Beacon High School
3. Hershey's, M&M's world, MTV store, Disney world
4. Dinner at yoshinoya

day 7:
1. American Museum of Natural History ( dinosaurs and fossils blah blah blah)
2. groundzero (the tragic 911 place)
3. chao instant noodles with tan yin for dinner:) awesome:)
4. pistachio ice cream:)))

day8:
1.SHOPPING AT WOODBURY!!!

this includes lots and lotsa factory outlets like GUESS, COACH, RALPH LAUREN, GAP(!!!), LEVI'S, DKNY, FCUK, PAC SUN blah blah blah.

and yup my 300 USD has gone:)

day9:
1. Guggenheim Museum
2.Whitney museum
3. NYU (new york university)
4. union square again:)))

day 10:
1. WICKED: behind the emarald curtain (aka, the making of WICKED the musical)
2. MUSICAL: WICKED

day 11:
1. MoMA: PS1
2. Central Park
3. JFK airport

10062008 tuesday 0835
arrival in spore
1045
arrival in msia
TOTALLY K.O. AFTER THAT. TERRIBLE JET LAG.

12 june 2008 thursday 1134
preparing to mug after mopping the floor upstairs:/

xoxo,
qingning

(i promise pictures on this blog soon.)

OH EM GEE!!!

2008-05-28T03:06:00.000-07:00

NEW YORK TRIP IN 3 HOURS TIME!!! OKAY I'M BEING VERY AA AND SUA-KU HERE BUT WHO CARES??? I'M REALLY GOING TO SHOP SHOP SHOP LIKE MAD AND BRING LOTSA STUFF BACK!!! AND TAKE UBER ALOT OF PICTURES!!! OKAY CRAP OVER GOTTA GO AND GET EVERYTHING READY.

I'LL MISS YOU ALL!!! DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH OKAY? MUST REMEMBER TO EAT AND SLEEP WELL:P

XOXO,
QINGNING

paint paint paint

2008-05-26T00:28:00.000-07:00

yay! have touched on dong's face today and got it done in, erm, 3 1/2 hours! okay actually i wanted to upload some pictures here but was thinking what if there are people who read my blog and take part in uob as well? hmm better not put it up yo until the competition and exhibition is over:)

okay i came to school since 9 in the morning and should now prepare to meet limminhuay at city hall. more stuff next time!!! ciao:)

xoxo,
qingning

PLEASE BE M I N E.

no more BLOGGER.

我的梦。

hello again.

THE LOVE OF TAN HONG MING

DINNER AT SWENSENS:)

i didnt know.

THSK first domestic CF in Japan!

HELLO TEACHER!

back with new stuff.

random updates.

我们最爱的 九把刀

meet LOVE:)

100th post!

THE AMAZING KKOTBODA NAMJA!

how stupid.

THE HIGH(ER) STANDARD OF LIVING.

CONKIDS ALERT!

a bunch of seriously weird people.

DONGBANGSHINKI :)

ignite the infi-NIGHT.

NOT feeling good.

ORIENTATION UNDEFINED: Ignite the Infinite

oh no.

no way.

mummy!

dedications.

NEW TERM.

超好笑的肯德基廣告翻譯

好烦啊！

back home! (and tagged)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST!

alot of things-_-

eye candies!!!

-LAUGHS-

from shum's.

i'm not happy.

away.

到 处 奔 波。

6TH NOVEMBER 2008!!!

COUNTING DOWN...

the bah-yi steamboat day:)

atashin chi

crysixyears

PW SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.

-_- wee!

rant.

wah lao.

random of the random.

results.

did you know?

over, but more yet to come

PANDA-EYED MUGGERS.

back.

IT'S JUST TOO MUCH.

:(((((

MIA

to poonjinghan.

I MUST SHARE THIS!!!

i <3 taking pictures

1リットルの涙

hard. tough.

never-ending chores.

zomg

digged-out memories

boob.

there goes my big big money-saving plan

deleted post

pictures:)

yoz:)

not myself anymore

GIVE BLOOD. GIVE LIFE.

i broke my arm:( and no more carrying-my-school-bag-prettily-on-my-right-shoulder:(

you're the empress.

You are The Empress

:):):)

我在哪里

noffats is so retarded.

<3!

tagged:D

我们最爱的九把刀

到处奔波。